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I finished HS (2018) inexperienced. Finally I thought it was time now to get into a relationship.
I entered this competitive engineering college, there were a small number of girls and they were not that attractive except for a small minority. Some guys have formed relationships since their first year, some were dating people outside of college. I didn’t approach any girl. During that time i watched a lot of porn and ended up using cacao fat bc i realized i was small as a black.Leading me to cum very often and be unproductive . After the second trimester i realized i’d fail i skipped the last trimester’s exam .
I planned to go that college were the man/woman ratio was good , and i heard many cool stories, i assumed i’d ascend easily.
2019 The semester was aborted bc of problems in the country
2020 (Freshman year)
-During the entrance exam , i saw this white girl . I fell in love with her.Even though most guys didn’t like her ,they think her ass wasn’t that big. When they gave the calculus results ,I searched for a strange name. I found out she failed . I was so surprised ( hallo effect) , i couldn’t believe she failed geometry too. She was tall, wear nice clothes , She was French. Unfortunately she only talk to that girl (same major as her). I always imagined working together with her.
-I saw this mulatto girl in my physics class. I liked her too and couldn’t approach her. I was shocked when my friend had a lengthy conversation with her. In the beginning of physics 2, we were the first students in the classroom. I didn’t greet her ,approach her.I deeply regretted it. In 2023 we followed each other on tiktok and instagram. I told her on tiktok how i always wanted to talk to her and i was afraid… The following days i tried to get to know her better , she became dry and started taking longer to answer. After an earthquake I reached out to her on ig, she was dry too. I unfollowed her and gave up.
- One day in this french class , we had good chemistry. I thought i could take that girl’s phone number, after the end of class ,i approached her. I was shaking ,barely able to speak. She gave me her number and never answered . It was painful seeing her with her a bf at school. I realized she wasn’t that beautiful ,but the ghosting was suifuel.
-In that same french class , i liked that tall big ass girl. But she was always with this tall big black man. I thought working math in that class would attract her. It didn’t work. There was manyyyy beautiful girl in that class too. One day me and my friends were in that classroom and she was there . My pencil fell on the ground she took it for me. She asked me some questions. I wanted to ask her phone number but i couldn’t . I could have found an excuse related to our class to do that. She left . The guys told me , why i didn’t take her number, She was interested to me, staring at me and laughing all the times,being kind. How would i know if that never happened to me?? Probably the best occasion i had in freshman year. I supposed she wasn’t single too, why would she loved me. When we saw each other , it was not the same. I still didn’t make any efforts to approach her… I saw her less than 5 times in the following years.
-There was this cute thick lightskin girl , i liked . I was too coward to approach her. I was surprised when this guy was telling me she was a suggar daddy .She used to pay her tuition by herself ,and take the same money from her parents. She had business also. One day i saw in front of me an old man talking to her . It was over before it began. I’d rate her a 8.5 or 9/10.It was an impossible target.
-I managed to take this girl’s phone number by asking her to share a physics problem i solved. We talked by whatsapp and when we saw each other. There was not chemistry..Suddenly we stopped talking.
-There was that tall slim girl with big ass i liked to see. I always told myself next time i see her i’ll approach her. This never happened . I remember while walking the hand of my friend fell on her ass he told me her ass was firm.
I realized i was too skinny , not attractive enough to attract girls ,too poor to afford a date , I gave up and planned to studymax.
@Ron.Belgrade
@VictimofBpillReaper
@Cayden Zhang
I finished HS (2018) inexperienced. Finally I thought it was time now to get into a relationship.
I entered this competitive engineering college, there were a small number of girls and they were not that attractive except for a small minority. Some guys have formed relationships since their first year, some were dating people outside of college. I didn’t approach any girl. During that time i watched a lot of porn and ended up using cacao fat bc i realized i was small as a black.Leading me to cum very often and be unproductive . After the second trimester i realized i’d fail i skipped the last trimester’s exam .
I planned to go that college were the man/woman ratio was good , and i heard many cool stories, i assumed i’d ascend easily.
2019 The semester was aborted bc of problems in the country
2020 (Freshman year)
-During the entrance exam , i saw this white girl . I fell in love with her.Even though most guys didn’t like her ,they think her ass wasn’t that big. When they gave the calculus results ,I searched for a strange name. I found out she failed . I was so surprised ( hallo effect) , i couldn’t believe she failed geometry too. She was tall, wear nice clothes , She was French. Unfortunately she only talk to that girl (same major as her). I always imagined working together with her.
-I saw this mulatto girl in my physics class. I liked her too and couldn’t approach her. I was shocked when my friend had a lengthy conversation with her. In the beginning of physics 2, we were the first students in the classroom. I didn’t greet her ,approach her.I deeply regretted it. In 2023 we followed each other on tiktok and instagram. I told her on tiktok how i always wanted to talk to her and i was afraid… The following days i tried to get to know her better , she became dry and started taking longer to answer. After an earthquake I reached out to her on ig, she was dry too. I unfollowed her and gave up.
- One day in this french class , we had good chemistry. I thought i could take that girl’s phone number, after the end of class ,i approached her. I was shaking ,barely able to speak. She gave me her number and never answered . It was painful seeing her with her a bf at school. I realized she wasn’t that beautiful ,but the ghosting was suifuel.
-In that same french class , i liked that tall big ass girl. But she was always with this tall big black man. I thought working math in that class would attract her. It didn’t work. There was manyyyy beautiful girl in that class too. One day me and my friends were in that classroom and she was there . My pencil fell on the ground she took it for me. She asked me some questions. I wanted to ask her phone number but i couldn’t . I could have found an excuse related to our class to do that. She left . The guys told me , why i didn’t take her number, She was interested to me, staring at me and laughing all the times,being kind. How would i know if that never happened to me?? Probably the best occasion i had in freshman year. I supposed she wasn’t single too, why would she loved me. When we saw each other , it was not the same. I still didn’t make any efforts to approach her… I saw her less than 5 times in the following years.
-There was this cute thick lightskin girl , i liked . I was too coward to approach her. I was surprised when this guy was telling me she was a suggar daddy .She used to pay her tuition by herself ,and take the same money from her parents. She had business also. One day i saw in front of me an old man talking to her . It was over before it began. I’d rate her a 8.5 or 9/10.It was an impossible target.
-I managed to take this girl’s phone number by asking her to share a physics problem i solved. We talked by whatsapp and when we saw each other. There was not chemistry..Suddenly we stopped talking.
-There was that tall slim girl with big ass i liked to see. I always told myself next time i see her i’ll approach her. This never happened . I remember while walking the hand of my friend fell on her ass he told me her ass was firm.
I realized i was too skinny , not attractive enough to attract girls ,too poor to afford a date , I gave up and planned to studymax.
@Ron.Belgrade
@VictimofBpillReaper
@Cayden Zhang
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