My brutal blackpill experience at college

[Blackpill Monk]

How much time is left to finish college?

4 years. I am currently in freshman year

 

[Blackpill Monk]

What are you studying

BS(Bachelor of Science) in Chemistry

 

[mlcurrycel]

I am started to going to college and every day when I go to the college,I got the brutal Blackpill experience and this Blackpill experience is so bitter that something I think that I decided to drop the college and LDAR rottmaxxing.

Every where I see couples in the college,every where I see that my fellows and my juniors are experiencing the essence of relationship every where i see high tier normies and chadlites have flirting and interacting with thier foids friends. And this realised me that I am the only single virgin ugly lonely guy in the entire college.

On the first day at college, I befriend a high tier normie(I just do the fake acting of friendship with him to make myself smooth adjustment in college). He is a Neurotypical maxxing(high NT). His high Neurotypical behaviour makes him easily way to befriend with foids. He flexes that how he has multiple female friends, this makes me very angry and jealous. Also he interacts with all the foids of my department. One day during the lunch break he videocalls his stacylite foid best friend & flirts with her in front of me. By seeing, I became ragefuel but also mentally broken

Also foids also do repulsive behaviour towards due to my ugly subh00man looks and neurodivergence borderline autism personality. I don't even approach them and didn't talk with them yet, but still they do angry repulsive behavior towards me. Thier body language clearly shows that they hate me for being ugly and autistic

Also I am gigamogged by the chads, chadlites and high tier normies, this makes me more insecure. One day, one of my chadlites classmate videocalls his gigastacy gf and introduce all the classmates including me to her. I really saddened me for being lonely and single.

Being socializing with normies and chadlites is very very brutal. They always talk about how they had great fun during high school, how they have beautiful relationship and gf in high school, how they chill and enjoy and have get all positive experience during thier peak teen period. Conversation and interacting with them completely broken my mind and it's feel I misses out all the life experience. It's completely broke me. And one of the most brutal and ragefuel is that low tier ugly normies having gf and foids friends. Due to thier high NTmaxxed they shamelessly flirting with foids. Although thier gf are low tier becky, but still it ragefuel me also at the same brutal broke me and depressed me. Also some of the normies indirectly humilate and mocked and taunt me for my ugly looks

Also while travelling in the bus for going to college, I see normies seated along with thier foids best friend and have flirting and fun there, chads and chadlites with thier gf holding hands together while being seated. And i have to seated alone.

Seeing beautiful foids on the college also saddened me and broke me that i never get the warmth of love compassion and kindness from them due to being ugly and autism. I will never have the courage of interact with them due to high inhib neurodivergent border line autism and for being ugly.

So, all this brutal blackpill experience at the college feels like someone brutally slaps me on the face. I can't handle these brutal experience, these gives me brutal trauma and completely depressed me, broke my mind and hollowing my body with pain and suffering. I think I did a big mistake by enrolling in the college. I don't know what to do

Please don't drop out, that's what I did. Are you studying in the West? Even if you're ethnic, you can use a STEM degree from the first world to run Just Be First Worlder game. SEAmaxx or Ukrainemaxx.

Life is a casino. Self-improvement guarantees nothing, but it makes you better prepared to exploit any good luck that happens to you.

I wish I didnt drop out, I could have used my education to SEAmaxx. I used to be a moralfag who was against currymaxxing in Indonesia, but as I get older I become more amoral.

 

[mlcurrycel]

Same. I got anxiety attack and nervous breakdown while interacting with others. While trying to talk with foids my anxiety attack and nervous breakdown goes on infinity level

I used to have to get drunk to even step foot on campus. My advice is to get dark sunglasses and loud headphones. Block all stimulus and beeline to lectures. Be a robot, better than being NEET. Don't blame yourself if you get less than perfect grades, even a passing grade is okay. Get comfortable with the idea of lying to future employers.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Please don't drop out, that's what I did. Are you studying in the West? Even if you're ethnic, you can use a STEM degree from the first world to run Just Be First Worlder game. SEAmaxx or Ukrainemaxx.

Life is a casino. Self-improvement guarantees nothing, but it makes you better prepared to exploit any good luck that happens to you.

I wish I didnt drop out, I could have used my education to SEAmaxx. I used to be a moralfag who was against currymaxxing in Indonesia, but as I get older I become more amoral.

I am doing Bachelor of Science (BS) in Chemistry in a nearby city from my hometown in third world shithole India

 

[PersonalityChad]

BS(Bachelor of Science) in Chemistry

Cool. I would continue if were in you, but that's your choice. Eventually you will get used to it.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Stop pandering to Western theatrics and concentrate on your studies.

I am trying to concentrate in studies, but this brutal blackpill experience totally broken me. I also deserve to be loved. I also to have a loving caring gf in college

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Cool. I would continue if were in you, but that's your choice. Eventually you will get used to it.

I have to continue because my parents wanted it. If I dropout, they will literally kill me

 

[mlcurrycel]

I am doing Bachelor of Science (BS) in Chemistry in a nearby city from my hometown in third world shithole India

Ouch ... I don't have money to give, but if you need an Australian citizen to help you get into Australia, I could help with that. Universitiy in Australia is expensive for foreigners, so maybe after you graduate?

 

[mlcurrycel]

I have to continue because my parents wanted it. If I dropout, they will literally kill me

Doing trades is only an option in anti-immigrant west. Get your degree, move to the west, slave away for a while, and go for early retirement in poor third world country

 

[adharmi]

Are you doing engineering??. I am doing BS(Bachelor in Science)

I was doing computer engineering. I dropped out 5 years ago. Currently doing B.sc in maths. In t.y last year right now.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

I was doing computer engineering. I dropped out 5 years ago. Currently doing B.sc in maths. In t.y last year right now.

Computer engineering from where. Which college. And now are you currently studying in India

 

[JayGoptri]

Fucking brutal it’s over for us class of 2023 cels

I am not a class of 2023cel buddy. And irl I'm much older than that.

 

[Soothsayer]

You are not alone bro, statistically speaking inceldom is on an exponential rise. Don't ever think that you're the only one having these experiences because you're not, you're just so caught up in ur own life you don't notice all the other inkies around u because they (probably like u) don't want to be noticed. I would say do what you can with your life for urself and don't expect anything good to happen (because it wont). I suggest coping with vidya and porn, it's gonna be a rough one buddy but u can do it. There rly is more to life than jus women and sex once u see it that way I promis u it's gonna get easier to deal with.

 

[depressedblackcel]

College is so brutal for an incel.

 

[Namtriz912]

College is 1 big mogfest don't participate if you can't compete

 

[ElTruecel]

I am not a class of 2023cel buddy. And irl I'm much older than that.

I wasn’t talking to you nigga

 

[chudcel]

Very brutal and detailed experience bro. I would have roped, ldarmaxx seems a good alternative to that living hell.

 

[IncelLover99]

That's not a college for incels. That's a college for BULLYING Incels. And most importantly, that college makes you feel like toilet trash inside. But couples kissing? Guys having girl best friends? Guys sitting with girls on the bus??? Guys KNOWING GIRLS BEFORE COLLEGE?? ROPEFUEL. FUCKING CRUEL. Toilet holes are only there to ruin your day and make you feel petty and bitter about yourself. They always try to fuck with you to get a reaction. Don't be those people who fall victim, and find something that entertains you in college. Like a phone, or a cool rubix cube I guess

Anywho, fuck petty women. When middle age hits for them and they have to deal with divorce, it will be satisfying. Remembering that same girl from college that hooked up with a guy and now walking on the streets. DIVORCED.

Tell them, how does it feel?

How does it feel, toilet trasher?

 

[JayGoptri]

I wasn’t talking to you nigga

I was in the tags and you quoted the whole list.

 

[ElTruecel]

I was in the tags and you quoted the whole list.

I was clearly talking to OP

 

[autistandugly]

I am started to going to college and every day when I go to the college,I got the brutal Blackpill experience and this Blackpill experience is so bitter that something I think that I decided to drop the college and LDAR rottmaxxing.

Every where I see couples in the college,every where I see that my fellows and my juniors are experiencing the essence of relationship every where i see high tier normies and chadlites have flirting and interacting with thier foids friends. And this realised me that I am the only single virgin ugly lonely guy in the entire college.

On the first day at college, I befriend a high tier normie(I just do the fake acting of friendship with him to make myself smooth adjustment in college). He is a Neurotypical maxxing(high NT). His high Neurotypical behaviour makes him easily way to befriend with foids. He flexes that how he has multiple female friends, this makes me very angry and jealous. Also he interacts with all the foids of my department. One day during the lunch break he videocalls his stacylite foid best friend & flirts with her in front of me. By seeing, I became ragefuel but also mentally broken

Also foids also do repulsive behaviour towards due to my ugly subh00man looks and neurodivergence borderline autism personality. I don't even approach them and didn't talk with them yet, but still they do angry repulsive behavior towards me. Thier body language clearly shows that they hate me for being ugly and autistic

Also I am gigamogged by the chads, chadlites and high tier normies, this makes me more insecure. One day, one of my chadlites classmate videocalls his gigastacy gf and introduce all the classmates including me to her. I really saddened me for being lonely and single.

Being socializing with normies and chadlites is very very brutal. They always talk about how they had great fun during high school, how they have beautiful relationship and gf in high school, how they chill and enjoy and have get all positive experience during thier peak teen period. Conversation and interacting with them completely broken my mind and it's feel I misses out all the life experience. It's completely broke me. And one of the most brutal and ragefuel is that low tier ugly normies having gf and foids friends. Due to thier high NTmaxxed they shamelessly flirting with foids. Although thier gf are low tier becky, but still it ragefuel me also at the same brutal broke me and depressed me. Also some of the normies indirectly humilate and mocked and taunt me for my ugly looks

Also while travelling in the bus for going to college, I see normies seated along with thier foids best friend and have flirting and fun there, chads and chadlites with thier gf holding hands together while being seated. And i have to seated alone.

Seeing beautiful foids on the college also saddened me and broke me that i never get the warmth of love compassion and kindness from them due to being ugly and autism. I will never have the courage of interact with them due to high inhib neurodivergent border line autism and for being ugly.

So, all this brutal blackpill experience at the college feels like someone brutally slaps me on the face. I can't handle these brutal experience, these gives me brutal trauma and completely depressed me, broke my mind and hollowing my body with pain and suffering. I think I did a big mistake by enrolling in the college. I don't know what to do

Brutal

 

[Blackpill Monk]

iam too autistic to even befriend anyone

Same for me

 

[depressedmanlet]

I can feel your pain bro, I also feel the same. You are not alone.

 

[niggerstonguemyanus]

One day, one of my chadlites classmate videocalls his gigastacy gf and introduce all the classmates including me to her.

Do people rly do this, tell him to get his fkin phone out ur face

 

[ragequiter]

Been there done that. Back in college I felt like killing every beautiful girl come across as they will never love me for who I am.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Been there done that. Back in college I felt like killing every beautiful girl come across as they will never love me for who I am.

When u see in the college everyone has female companionship and essence and warmth of love, and only u are the lonely, then it's brutally hurts

 

[ragequiter]

When u see in the college everyone has female companionship and essence and warmth of love, and only u are the lonely, then it's brutally hurts

That is the hardest this to accept that you are just a unlovable fuck.