LDAR My brain is fried

[Eternatus]

I just feel like i cannot do anything anymore in the literal sense, not like important life choices. Like doing the bare minimum to stay alive feels to much for me now. I don’t know if its dopamine I don’t care about retarded NTscience shit. Sure bro u get around it just takes a run and endorphins do their job u become IQoverlord and u will trive in the career ladder achieve anything yeah sure nigger.

My stupid retarded job already feels like much and I hate it cause it is made for lobotomized individuals with no dreams and u stay in the same role forever, but i guess I don’t have dreams anymore and I kinda deserve where I am, there’s people here that don’t have a job so I should be even grateful. But I wish I could just rot all my life really. Im working just to do that anyway.

 

[superpsycho]

same

i am completely ambition-less and just want to rot

 

[Animecel2D]

It’s over

 

[SaintManletLOL]

It’s over

never began

 

[zd60]

my brain is long been fried i just keep frying it more

 

[iloveporn]

I was the same way until i started taking meds

 

[Eternatus]

I was the same way until i started taking meds

like adderal or ritalin? I wanted to hop on those but no doctor ever prescibed me that

 

[iloveporn]

like adderal or ritalin? I wanted to hop on those but no doctor ever prescibed me that

Adderall/Wellbutrin

 

[Eternatus]

Adderall/Wellbutrin

Are u an able person now? I didn’t do uni cause of this

 

[Eternatus]

Are u an able person now? I didn’t do uni cause of this

It is still heavy shit on your brain u always pay a price somehow, either u get addicted or some collateral effects from it, but still better than feeling like shit all the time

 

[iloveporn]

It is still heavy shit on your brain u always pay a price somehow, either u get addicted or some collateral effects from it, but still better than feeling like shit all the time

Yes you are correct there is both short term/long term side effects. But without my medication i go back to my usual self. Depression gets so bad that it basically starts to distort reality, or at least my interpretation of what’s around me. And i can barely focus or do anything. Yes i can hold a job yes i can run errands but it all feels like an uphill battle, and im always tired. Not just physically “i havent slept well” tired, but more so mentally/spiritually tired. Everything would feel hollow. I ended up in the hospital twice and had substance abuse issues because thats how i coped. After getting on meds i didnt feel the need to do illicit substances anymore, i can do things that interest me and life feels easier to live i guess. There is some side effects, but for me nothing major. My body is used to the meds. And i much rather deal with a lil bit of anxiety (adderall/wellbutrin is relatively commonly prescribed together but its main side effect is anxiety due to overstimulation) than just be a depressed pos with no drive to do anything whatsoever. I have no one to rely on so i need to be able to function and do things.

 

[Eternatus]

Yes you are correct there is both short term/long term side effects. But without my medication i go back to my usual self. Depression gets so bad that it basically starts to distort reality, or at least my interpretation of what’s around me. And i can barely focus or do anything. Yes i can hold a job yes i can run errands but it all feels like an uphill battle, and im always tired. Not just physically “i havent slept well” tired, but more so mentally/spiritually tired. Everything would feel hollow. I ended up in the hospital twice and had substance abuse issues because thats how i coped. After getting on meds i didnt feel the need to do illicit substances anymore, i can do things that interest me and life feels easier to live i guess. There is some side effects, but for me nothing major. My body is used to the meds. And i much rather deal with a lil bit of anxiety (adderall/wellbutrin is relatively commonly prescribed together but its main side effect is anxiety due to overstimulation) than just be a depressed pos with no drive to do anything whatsoever. I have no one to rely on so i need to be able to function and do things.

Aight seems u got it together at least, pop 20 if u go ER, u could escape barefoot from it :~}