Framecel222
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After a long day of gymcelling, I noticed something in the mirror. My left pec seemed slightly bigger than my right one. Odd. Since the mirror is inaccurate I decided to take a non mirrored video of my body for an accurate assessment. The result was horrifying.
My chest is SO ASYMMETRICAL! My left pec is practically twice as big as my right one and the shape is significantly different. I CANNOT stress enough how noticeable it is. It is not an exaggeration to say I look deformed.
I just wanna die so much tbh. After a year and a half of gymcelling I actually look WORSE than when I started.
On some level this needed to happen. I had been feeling pretty good about myself for the past few days. I needed a solid reminder that I'm an ugly subhuman piece of shit who will never get a girlfriend.
And before anyone asks there is NO WAY IN HELL I'm posting a picture of it or even PMing trusted members a pic. It would be such a massive failo that everything I say would lose all credibility.
My chest is SO ASYMMETRICAL! My left pec is practically twice as big as my right one and the shape is significantly different. I CANNOT stress enough how noticeable it is. It is not an exaggeration to say I look deformed.
I just wanna die so much tbh. After a year and a half of gymcelling I actually look WORSE than when I started.
On some level this needed to happen. I had been feeling pretty good about myself for the past few days. I needed a solid reminder that I'm an ugly subhuman piece of shit who will never get a girlfriend.
And before anyone asks there is NO WAY IN HELL I'm posting a picture of it or even PMing trusted members a pic. It would be such a massive failo that everything I say would lose all credibility.