my body is falling apart

[ack]

I've been having cubital tunnel syndrome symptoms recently that have been getting worse to the point where it hurts to type.

I've tried out some voice to text software as a replacement for that but due to my tmj my jaw joints are starting to hurt from the few paragraphs I've spoken today.

I suspect I also have ADHD but the one time I tried medication, it gave me tinnitus and I had to stop.

It feels like every component of my body is conspiring to block every path and opportunity I have and stop me from doing anything but Ldaring. I've really been trying recently but its just so draining, and even when I'm sitting still without talking or typing I get tormented by OCD. I can't view my body and mind as anything but enemies at this point

 

[Animecel2D]

Brutal ngl

It’s hard enough having to live as an incel but when you add up all that other crap you’re cursed with it gets more than a little unbearable

 

[all this time]

no health no life

 

[ack]

no health no life

total healthhaver death

 

[all this time]

total healthhaver death

 

[VanGobbel]

Have you tried ducttape?

 

[Gilgamesh]

getting older is realizing how important health is. not just in getting relationships but life quality in general.