My body betrays me every time I wake back up in the morning, the cycle continues

[Clavicus Vile]

I just wish my body wouldn’t wake me up in the morning, I wish it would shut down.

There is no biological imperative to continue living as I will never have sex. And there is no logical reason as I will never have a good quality of life. I’m only still alive because I’m too much of a coward to try and end it myself.

God damn it, if I had some drugs I could simply overdose peacefully.