SuicideFuel My best friend ascended and I want to kill myself

[UserNameTHC]

I've known him since like elementary school. I dont think he's aware of the incel ""subculture"" but he didn't pull any foids, sometimes complained he was lonely, I liked spending time with him because I could relate to that a lot

Just yesterday when we were playing TF2 he said he needs to tell me something and tells a story about how he followed a random goth/emo chick on instagram, they texted for like a week, he invited her over when his parents were not home and fucked her raw (she is on birth control)

He showed me her instagram, she had massive fucking tits (he told me they moved like eggs on a frying pan when in missionary), she was short but not really skinny? Had massive thighs (but a small ass though). Black hair, bangs, septum and shit. This motherfucker pulled her because they both listened to drain gang or sematary or some other fucking bullshit

I haven't talked to him since because i can't handle my envy, I want to fucking punch him in the throat. He's not that handsome, he's really skinny but he's 6'1. I am so fucking livid I cannot live with myself

 

[cripplecel]

Ok nigga

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Miałem lepszy brzuch
Taki nibembeński

 

[3rdspecimen]

Lies lies lies lies lies meos

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I'm also being mogged by my friend who's terrorising me with his gf photos.
I want to die too. I didn't do anything horrible, yet i'm repenting like a top-tier murderous sinner.
Just send me into a purgatory please.

 

[Cuckoja]

he's really skinny but he's 6'1

Thats what foids wants, not some gym freak

 

[xxectrapieces]

Relatable story.

That's why I never tried to make friends during my teen years, nor did I try onwards. They all ascend eventually and they'll brag about it for the rest of their fucking days. It's annoying.

 

[xxectrapieces]

Thats what foids wants, not some gym freak

Yeah, I immediately knew why she wanted him after reading that.

Just be tall, bros. Brutal shit.

 

[UserNameTHC]

Thats what foids wants, not some gym freak

I actually started hitting the gym in 2023. But i am fucking cursed with 5'3. There is no workout that can change that.

 

[UserNameTHC]

I'm also being mogged by my friend who's terrorising me with his gf photos.
I want to die too. I didn't do anything horrible, yet i'm repenting like a top-tier murderous sinner.
Just send me into a purgatory please.

I actually felt bad for a second because he's still my friend but i cannot fucking stand the thought that he fucked a hot emo chick while i was probably masturbating or playing games. I know most of my peers have already ascended but i chose to ignore it since it was easier. Now I can't stop thinking about it

 

[UserNameTHC]

Relatable story.

That's why I never tried to make friends during my teen years, nor did I try onwards. They all ascend eventually and they'll brag about it for the rest of their fucking days. It's annoying.

We made fun of stupid foids and ugly bitches (and basically all bitches to be fair) back in the day. I thought it'd be that way forever

Worst part is he's not even dating her. They're just fuckbuddies. What an ingrateful fuck.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I actually felt bad for a second because he's still my friend but i cannot fucking stand the thought that he fucked a hot emo chick while i was probably masturbating or playing games. I know most of my peers have already ascended but i chose to ignore it since it was easier. Now I can't stop thinking about it

I cannot stand my friend having loving & caring gf, when he goes cheating & she knows it and tolerates it.
I guess, it's a matter of time when we naturally stray ourselves out from irl priorities. I guess this was my last pretty enjoyable years before succumbing into schizo darkness realm of insanity.

 

[itneverbegan4me689]

Assault him

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Having friends as a sub5 only leads to one thing: hearing other people's success

 

[UserNameTHC]

I cannot stand my friend having loving & caring gf, when he goes cheating & she knows it and tolerates it.
I guess, it's a matter of time when we naturally stray ourselves out from irl priorities. I guess this was my last pretty enjoyable years before succumbing into schizo darkness realm of insanity.

What a fucking asshole. I would exterminate an entire race just to have what he has. And he fucks around and cheats on her.
Why are the absolute assholes always the ones getting gfs?

 

[UserNameTHC]

Having friends as a sub5 only leads to one thing: hearing other people's success

I know it's brutal, but it's the only thing i have. Obviously i can't get a gf, but male
friends never really gave a shit about how I look. But i guess the real life is catching up with me

 

[Cuckoja]

I actually started hitting the gym in 2023. But i am fucking cursed with 5'3. There is no workout that can change that.

SAme height. Nothing helps us.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

male friends never really gave a shit about how I look

Why would they

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Brutal man

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

What a fucking asshole. I would exterminate an entire race just to have what he has. And he fucks around and cheats on her.
Why are the absolute assholes always the ones getting gfs?

Because they're assholes.
I know also a guy whose foid miscarried 2 times - and he was happy, because he could bang other chicks without commitment yet.
I don't want to live among humans tbh. I was logically mindraped hundreds of times, nothing makes sense for me anymore and moral relativism fueled up my insecurities.
What's more about humans, than they're disgusting? Give me a mountain shelter.

 

[xxectrapieces]

Having friends as a sub5 only leads to one thing: hearing other people's success

 

[EcstasyCel]

Sociopathic normies love Bladee.

 

[sub5ricemale]

Thats what foids wants, not some gym freak

 

[LowIQ loner]

I actually started hitting the gym in 2023. But i am fucking cursed with 5'3. There is no workout that can change that.

damn being 5'3 in poland must be brutal

 

[UserNameTHC]

Sociopathic normies love Bladee.

Bladee sucks ass, i thought it was acquired taste but no i cannot get used to/like his ""music""

 

[UserNameTHC]

damn being 5'3 in poland must be brutal

It's not like the average height is that high but yea basically every single one of my peers is at least 7-10 cm taller than me

 

[EcstasyCel]

Bladee sucks ass, i thought it was acquired taste but no i cannot get used to/like his ""music""

I used to listen to it but it has a performative ironic dark triad vibe to it that makes me rather listen to Yung Lean instead because he's more raw and vulnerable/schizo.

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[Animecel2D]

Thats what foids wants, not some gym freak

tall skinny guys are always with chicks ngl

 

[UserNameTHC]

I used to listen to it but it has a performative ironic dark triad vibe to it that makes me rather listen to Yung Lean instead because he's more raw and vulnerable/schizo.

Yea i liked Unknown Memory a lot

 

[UserNameTHC]

tall skinny guys are always with chicks ngl

But how does it work? I can't really wrap my head around it. Being skin and bones is definitely not masculine, i grew up thinking chicks want muscle, but this has been a massive reality check to me ngl

 

[EcstasyCel]

Yea i liked Unknown Memory a lot

"Agony" is beautiful to me because I believe it's about his psychotic episode. I can relate to that so deeply.

 

[EcstasyCel]

But how does it work? I can't really wrap my head around it. Being skin and bones is definitely not masculine, i grew up thinking chicks want muscle, but this has been a massive reality check to me ngl

They get both the height buff and also be physically weaker than her so the girl still feels in control.

 

[Animecel2D]

But how does it work? I can't really wrap my head around it. Being skin and bones is definitely not masculine, i grew up thinking chicks want muscle, but this has been a massive reality check to me ngl

It’s all bout the face and height man. Always has been

muscles are redpill cope

 

[guessthatsit]

Incel rule no 69 never keep sexhaver friends. You should tell him to kill himself and then cut contact.

 

[Cuckoja]

tall skinny guys are always with chicks ngl

Yeah

 

[sullen]

he's 6'1

All I needed to know.

 

[UserNameTHC]

All I needed to know.

6'1 and like 130 lbs just a twig

 

[SlayerSlayer]

HE FUCKED HER AND YOU DIDN'T

 

[SlayerSlayer]

HE FUCKED A BIG TITTY GOTH WITHOUT EVEN TRYING, AND YOU'RE OUT HERE ALREADY JOINING OUR RANKS

 

[SlayerSlayer]

YOU WILL NEVER IMPREGNATE SOMEONE LIKE THIS

 

[UserNameTHC]

YOU WILL NEVER IMPREGNATE SOMEONE LIKE THIS

You and me both brother

 

[SlayerSlayer]

You and me both brother

I cant believe you're still playing TF2, how old are you? that game was around when I was in high school for fucks sake

 

[Dr. Autismo]

JoinedAug 14, 2025Posts14

 

[UserNameTHC]

I cant believe you're still playing TF2, how old are you? that game was around when I was in high school for fucks sake

I'm 19, you gotta be old as shit

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I'm 19, you gotta be old as shit

I cant believe games are so fucking awful now, you're playing an almost 20 year old game

 

[UserNameTHC]

JoinedAug 14, 2025Posts14

Joined Dec 22, 2023Posts18,982

 

[UserNameTHC]

I cant believe games are so fucking awful now, you're playing an almost 20 year old game

I mean it's still pretty enjoyable, shame they abandoned it. A lot of fond memories

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I mean it's still pretty enjoyable, shame they abandoned it. A lot of fond memories

youd think games would evolve a bit more in 20 years, but its just bells and whistles that just eat up time

 

[UserNameTHC]

youd think games would evolve a bit more in 20 years, but its just bells and whistles that just eat up time

Yeah there were absolutely no major releases in the past 5 years that i was even slightly interested in, maybe HL Alyx but i never got around to buying a vr headset just for one game. Valorant seems boring, Overwatch 2 sucks, i cannot even be bothered to check out Marvel Rivals