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ionlycopenow
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I spend my entire day being numb. When I wake up I feel pathetic guilty and sad. For the past decade I have only fel those emotions as soon as I wake up, the very second. Day is already ruined the second I wake up. I LDAR for an hour or two in bed. Then I spend the day coping to suppress my emotions..but at night I often drink a fifth and then I become honest with myself. I get so angry and fantasize about hurting nornies. Then I realize how pathetic and sad that truly is. I just cant win at anything.