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Mainländer
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I don't like it either. I never chose to feel any of these feelings. They only cause me pain and frustration. I've been trying to steer away from women and even porn/masturbation for a long time now, but I always fail; my libido is too high and I'm a complete sexual pervert. Today I was peacefully having lunch at the mall and two JBs came near with their families and sat at the tables across from me. One had huge breasts despite her tender age and the other one kept tilting herself over the table to talk with her father while wearing a miniskirt. Such sights tempt me and frustrate me greatly.
So here my advice for you:
1) Accept the gospel of Jesus Christ and get saved from hell (God doesn't answer the prayers of unsaved people)
2) Pray for me. Pray to God in the name of Jesus that He helps me control and subdue my desires and sexual perversion. That I may succeed in my volcedom endeavors. The best would be for them to completely vanish, but I'm afraid that's impossible.
I know no JB will ever love me, even if it was legal and socially acceptable for me to have a relationship with one. Furthermore, marriage is done for in the west; it's pretty much impossible to have a healthy, functional relationship nowadays anyway, and I don't want to fornicate. What I wanted was a relationship with a young girl. To love and be loved. Be together forever. To enjoy her love and company from her tender JB age till all the way up until I died, helping, loving, guiding her. But it's impossible so I don't want to suffer with such desire anymore. Pray for me!
So here my advice for you:
1) Accept the gospel of Jesus Christ and get saved from hell (God doesn't answer the prayers of unsaved people)
2) Pray for me. Pray to God in the name of Jesus that He helps me control and subdue my desires and sexual perversion. That I may succeed in my volcedom endeavors. The best would be for them to completely vanish, but I'm afraid that's impossible.
I know no JB will ever love me, even if it was legal and socially acceptable for me to have a relationship with one. Furthermore, marriage is done for in the west; it's pretty much impossible to have a healthy, functional relationship nowadays anyway, and I don't want to fornicate. What I wanted was a relationship with a young girl. To love and be loved. Be together forever. To enjoy her love and company from her tender JB age till all the way up until I died, helping, loving, guiding her. But it's impossible so I don't want to suffer with such desire anymore. Pray for me!
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