I dislike people, almost always have. Maybe it’s because I was bullied since kindergarten or maybe I am a sadist deep down, who knows. This is why I have always enjoyed seeing people being subjected to violence.
When I was like 12 or so, I made humanoid figures out of Legos and shot them with a toy- (but powerful) crossbow, so they exploded into bits and pieces. I recorded it with my Black-and-white Camera on VHS and replayed the scenes in semi slow motion. I did this for many hours, absolutely fascinated.
(before you ask: I never did hurt animals or some sick shit like this, my hatred is focused on adult humans)
Seeing people shot, mutilated, dismembered and destroyed in so many ways always felt good to me. It gave me the feeling that the world is now a tiny bit better and safer for me.
Now that I am an amateur Game designer, this obsession shows through many of my projects.
I would like to show you one of them.
I spend may days on animating the blood and gore. Making the blood splatter and the body parts stick to or slide down the walls, leaving bloody traces.
Unfortunately I run into some performance issues and other problems, so this particular project will never be finished.
However, I think I have what it takes to one day make a full game that absolutely encapsulates my obsession with the destruction of the human form. Something like “Hatred” but on a much grander level. An omnicide-simulator.
…yea just wanted to put that out there.
When I was like 12 or so, I made humanoid figures out of Legos and shot them with a toy- (but powerful) crossbow, so they exploded into bits and pieces. I recorded it with my Black-and-white Camera on VHS and replayed the scenes in semi slow motion. I did this for many hours, absolutely fascinated.
(before you ask: I never did hurt animals or some sick shit like this, my hatred is focused on adult humans)
Seeing people shot, mutilated, dismembered and destroyed in so many ways always felt good to me. It gave me the feeling that the world is now a tiny bit better and safer for me.
Now that I am an amateur Game designer, this obsession shows through many of my projects.
I would like to show you one of them.
I spend may days on animating the blood and gore. Making the blood splatter and the body parts stick to or slide down the walls, leaving bloody traces.
Unfortunately I run into some performance issues and other problems, so this particular project will never be finished.
However, I think I have what it takes to one day make a full game that absolutely encapsulates my obsession with the destruction of the human form. Something like “Hatred” but on a much grander level. An omnicide-simulator.
…yea just wanted to put that out there.
