Today one of my friends brought up an anecdote from elementary school in which the teacher told everyone who wanted to get married to raise their hand and I was the only one with my hand down. I apparently said that getting married was a bad deal and that I never would. I didn't know that I would be incapable of having a relationship in the future but in middle school I began to notice that there was something different about me that was driving people away and that people weren't receptive to. It was probably just autism or something.
