Blackpill insights which I wouldn't have otherwise realized if and when I'm relatively happier and hopeful come to me only once I'm suffering.
Discussion Most of my blackpill insights strike me when I'm particularly depressed and in pain. Is this is the same with you guys as well?
Brutal. I get that sometimes.
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Yeah that’s relatable
maybe but mostly it's just random unprepared off guard times when it hits me, it's not even just thoughts since I'm not a NEET or basement rotter so I have to face shit irl everyday.
What's your greatest insight?
Well, one insight struck me yesterday was that the way our life pans out, the whole trajectory of it, is entirely determined by how our parents, grandparents, and ancestors lived. Our life is NOT a fresh start where individual actions can make a dramatic difference, but rather a continuation of past way of life that was established by many generations of ancestors and geographical conditions.
For me its different but still cruel.
It mostly hits me when I have an okay enough day to call it good even in my inner monolog.
But then it will happen like it always does: some stacies or beckies will cross my way and either it will be the "easy way" or the "hard way".
Easy way: They will wait until I am a few steps away then say something loud enough to hear but not understand and then laugh.
Hard way: They will openly insult me and/or burst out laughing into my face.
That is always a good reminder that I was, am and will be always pathetic and amusing to them.
They never take me serious and only a small amount has actually the decency to ignore the walking corpse of failed men.
I hate being born. Why do they have to treat me with such hate and carelessness? What did I ever do to them?
I know the next paragraph will sound gay and weak but I dont care anymore. Laugh all you want especially lurking IncelTears cucks. But you will never understand how it is to be treated like a fool and eunuch by the gender you desire and that for a whole 22 years of constant degradation, insults and worse.
Try to argue with me especially face to face you good for nothing hyenas who prey on those who are already on the ground. Come and face me, see my pain, my hate.
I wish some leftist cuck would just ice me for my posts, at this point. At least I would leave this cruel and dark place without sui and just be done with it.
I wouldn't have to endure to live in a group that just sees me as cheap labor and free entertainment.
It mostly hits me when I have an okay enough day to call it good even in my inner monolog.
But then it will happen like it always does: some stacies or beckies will cross my way and either it will be the "easy way" or the "hard way".
Easy way: They will wait until I am a few steps away then say something loud enough to hear but not understand and then laugh.
Hard way: They will openly insult me and/or burst out laughing into my face.
That is always a good reminder that I was, am and will be always pathetic and amusing to them.
They never take me serious and only a small amount has actually the decency to ignore the walking corpse of failed men.
I hate being born. Why do they have to treat me with such hate and carelessness? What did I ever do to them?
I know the next paragraph will sound gay and weak but I dont care anymore. Laugh all you want especially lurking IncelTears cucks. But you will never understand how it is to be treated like a fool and eunuch by the gender you desire and that for a whole 22 years of constant degradation, insults and worse.
Try to argue with me especially face to face you good for nothing hyenas who prey on those who are already on the ground. Come and face me, see my pain, my hate.
I wish some leftist cuck would just ice me for my posts, at this point. At least I would leave this cruel and dark place without sui and just be done with it.
I wouldn't have to endure to live in a group that just sees me as cheap labor and free entertainment.
I can relate
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