LDAR More over than last time

[packardD]

I have no idea how to explain what has been happening to me, but I am nearing physical collapse. No denying it at this point. My body is collapsing. I am falling asleep all the time. I can’t function, can’t reason anymore.

I dont know what else to say. My parents ruined everything. They failed me in the worst way imaginable. What they inflicted on me is a fate worse than death, a state of unending suffering and misery

Nothing good ever happens in my life, legit nothing. I am tired boss

 

[tired as fuck]

I've booked blood tests because I also feel this unexplainable tiredness and maybe I'll find some answers. Maybe you should do the same. In any case, stay strong brocel.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

I have no idea how to explain what has been happening to me, but I am nearing physical collapse. No denying it at this point. My body is collapsing. I am falling asleep all the time. I can’t function, can’t reason anymore.

Can you see a doctor?

 

[packardD]

Can you see a doctor?

I have, Many times. My body is alright, no illnesses and so on. It’s my chronic depression and dissipating will to live that’s projecting onto my physical state making me feel as if I am in purgatory

 

[soft]

The are known cases of people whose health is perfectly fine, but they collapse for no apparent reason.
Humans are not mere animals that we should need only basic sustenance to be blissfully content.
We need meaning. And we are systematically deprived of it.

What they inflicted on me is a fate worse than death

There is a quote, I can't find it right now, but it's something like "The worst that can happen to a man is not death, but a lack of meaning"

Anyway, I can somewhat relate. Increasingly often I find myself just completely still, frozen in place with no drive to do even the most basic tasks. It's like I'm being deactivated. I mean what's the point of doing anything, really, if we already know that the only possible outcome is failure?

 

[packardD]

The are known cases of people whose health is perfectly fine, but they collapse for no apparent reason.
Humans are not mere animals that we should need only basic sustenance to be blissfully content.
We need meaning. And we are systematically deprived of it.

There is a quote, I can't find it right now, but it's something like "The worst that can happen to a man is not death, but a lack of meaning"

Anyway, I can somewhat relate. Increasingly often I find myself just completely still, frozen in place with no drive to do even the most basic tasks. It's like I'm being deactivated. I mean what's the point of doing anything, really, if we already know that the only possible outcome is failure?

You know the details. Do you find my posts relatable ?

 

[soft]

You know the details. Do you find my posts relatable ?

Yes, a lot of your threads