Day 25 down, and 16 days of no porn down. I had a sex dream last night, I remember this dream even though I did not completely wake up and kept sleeping for hours later. I thought I probably had a wet dream but it was only precum. If I have a wet dream I will not consider it a relapse, but I would prefer to retain my semen.
I definitely feel like I can go indefinitely. Maintaining a no porn streak in addition to the no fap streak makes it almost effortless. Before I would just realize peeking at porn was bad and set me up for failure, and try not to do it but usually do it anyway, now I don't do it at all so I can maintain that streak. Having the experience of the 100+ day streak makes me sure of this, the biggest pitfall is deliberately seeking out triggers because if you allow yourself to do it once, you'll allow yourself a second, third, fourth, fifth and so on look until you inevitably succumb to the urge and bust a nut. Encountering triggers in the wild that you had no control over isn't as much of a big deal and they are easier to get over.
Next step is to scale down Internet usage as much as possible. If I didn't make my money to feed and maintain myself online I would drop it completely, but I'd rather not get a wage slave job and probably can't get on the dole, so I'll try to focus on building my online income streams without partaking in zombie browsing. I find this much harder to give up than porn and masturbation. In addition the only entertainment I plan to allow myself are books.
I will clean up my diet, add calisthenics/bodyweight exercises (for health and wellbeing not looksmaxing, I need expensive surgeries for effective looksmaxing except for the obvious not being a fatass), and meditation. I will start the hobbies and skill learning I have been meaning to do for years but never got around to or quickly abandoned.
I will report back in 1 year the results, unless I fail and let myself go to seed again. I believe I can succeed though, no fap makes the rest easier to start and keep up. Probably the first few weeks will be a struggle to get off the net teat, but should be easier with less fails after that.
Carpe diem!
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