[Whitepill] Moments of happiness in a sea of sadness

[Misogynist Vegeta]

On the occasion for no reason at all I just feel good about myself as basically escape my reality for a moment and just forget about everything that I have to deal with. I feel like I'm superior to everyone, the normalfags, the elites. Everyone, I delude myself into believing I'm winning usually by listening to music or sometimes really focusing on a meaningless goal usually in a video game.

These moments of happiness never last as reality starts to set in, I'm a 25 year old ugly and autistic man with no friends and no hope for a future. My greatest achievements are posting alot on an incel forum, Making a bunch game prototypes and having a decently high chess ELO. This is nothing the man with a family struggling to feed not only himself by his own kids has achieved more than I ever will but right now none of it is effecting me I'm invincible and nothing can touch me until it runs out and it always runs out.

 

[Utnapishtim]

i just beat my meat

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Can't you finish a game and publish it?

 

[andrej]

The only time I'm happy is when something horrible happens to some foid or a normie

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

I also get manic feelings sometimes for whatever reason. Feels good for a while until I revert to feeling like shit again.

 

[Onlywaifusareforme]

Same. I just have these highs where I see myself above every human, that everyone are animals compared to me and see myself as the supreme gentleman (For a lack of a better word). Of course, I snap out of it when I just see how people treat me but it feels nice to feel like god sometimes. It usually happens whenever anything slightly good happens to me.

 

[DarkSneezer]

Pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind

 

[Usopp-sama]

On the occasion for no reason at all I just feel good about myself as basically escape my reality for a moment and just forget about everything that I have to deal with. I feel like I'm superior to everyone, the normalfags, the elites. Everyone, I delude myself into believing I'm winning usually by listening to music or sometimes really focusing on a meaningless goal usually in a video game.

These moments of happiness never last as reality starts to set in, I'm a 25 year old ugly and autistic man with no friends and no hope for a future. My greatest achievements are posting alot on an incel forum, Making a bunch game prototypes and having a decently high chess ELO. This is nothing the man with a family struggling to feed not only himself by his own kids has achieved more than I ever will but right now none of it is effecting me I'm invincible and nothing can touch me until it runs out and it always runs out.

What's your chess ELO?

 

[RottingMentalIago]

i just beat my meat