I turned 18 this year summer came around and I’m at home laying around all day sometimes sunbathe and jerk off at night, my ma has been practically begging me to get a job I’ve never had a job I don’t know how to ask for one, I don’t want to cut my hair or shower every day, I can’t stand being around people for more than a hour so I don’t know what to do, also most people who know me say my social skill are horrible and I get called retarded at school I don’t know if I’m retarded but I’m not cut out to be employed I think I would rather die.
