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I know many will say cope and a lot of things, may only brocels who approachmaxxed may relate to this, but I wanted to share what happened today.
Went downtown of my city to get some things done with my bank account and decided to eat something, meet a friend and spend some time doing nothing and relaxing in a big square nearby with a lot of nature. Then I saw this girl: petite, slim, with black short hair and pale skin sitting by next to me. She was wearing a hoodie and had a backpack, probably a college student just like me. At first she was reading a book and then started smoking some cigarettes.
My friend instantly knowing that she was "my type" started to try motivating me to make an approach, and ngl I felt charmed and really felt like doing it but... man I was not feeling good at all. I check up my phone and all I could see was my receded hairline and my subhuman curly "hair", my fish eyes weren't helping either. I'm usually fine with rejections, but suddently I felt afraid of it.
In my friend's normie eyes maybe I stood a chance, but I just knew, being blackpilled, that a girl like her wouldn't give me the time of the day. And trust me, I have approached enough girls to know that.
I walked around multiple times trying to decide what to do, she even gave a few glances at us, although tbf I can only imagine she was confused by what those guys were doing that, and if anything she may liked my normie friend.
When I finally decided to do something she got up and went away, I tried to catch her but I felt too embarassed to do so. Actually now that I'm thinking about it she probably realised I was going to approach her at any moment and leaved before I could do that.
And I know, here we cope but approachmaxxed cels will relate to me, even when you have no chance, there's nothing worse than go back home with that small doubt, that you may have had even 1% but you shied away and will never know for a fact if it was over or not. Regret is probably the thing I'm most afraid of in live.
Man, I just can't get over this shit, why I didn't do nothing? Feel like shit now with my coping brain telling me I may have had a chance. I wish I was good looking
Went downtown of my city to get some things done with my bank account and decided to eat something, meet a friend and spend some time doing nothing and relaxing in a big square nearby with a lot of nature. Then I saw this girl: petite, slim, with black short hair and pale skin sitting by next to me. She was wearing a hoodie and had a backpack, probably a college student just like me. At first she was reading a book and then started smoking some cigarettes.
My friend instantly knowing that she was "my type" started to try motivating me to make an approach, and ngl I felt charmed and really felt like doing it but... man I was not feeling good at all. I check up my phone and all I could see was my receded hairline and my subhuman curly "hair", my fish eyes weren't helping either. I'm usually fine with rejections, but suddently I felt afraid of it.
In my friend's normie eyes maybe I stood a chance, but I just knew, being blackpilled, that a girl like her wouldn't give me the time of the day. And trust me, I have approached enough girls to know that.
I walked around multiple times trying to decide what to do, she even gave a few glances at us, although tbf I can only imagine she was confused by what those guys were doing that, and if anything she may liked my normie friend.
When I finally decided to do something she got up and went away, I tried to catch her but I felt too embarassed to do so. Actually now that I'm thinking about it she probably realised I was going to approach her at any moment and leaved before I could do that.
And I know, here we cope but approachmaxxed cels will relate to me, even when you have no chance, there's nothing worse than go back home with that small doubt, that you may have had even 1% but you shied away and will never know for a fact if it was over or not. Regret is probably the thing I'm most afraid of in live.
Man, I just can't get over this shit, why I didn't do nothing? Feel like shit now with my coping brain telling me I may have had a chance. I wish I was good looking
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