Venting The result of desperation.

[thisgoodlife]

I was born out a desperate need for security. I'm sure many of you with betabuxx fathers can relate to this. As much as I love my mother, her stupid actions led to both of our lives being fucked over. She's admitted to me several times that she married only for security. And what has she to show for it but a son who embodies that same desperation. That same need.

 

[Darth Aquarius]

My situation is my dad left me when I was a child, and now my mother consistently asks him for financial support but it’s gettin to the point where he can no longer afford to do it, so he’s forcing me to work with him and I’m not looking forward to it. He could’ve just been there for us but instead he spends time with his new girlfriend and her kids.

 

[thisgoodlife]

My situation is my dad left me when I was a child, and now my mother consistently asks him for financial support but it’s gettin to the point where he can no longer afford to do it, so he’s forcing me to work with him and I’m not looking forward to it. He could’ve just been there for us but instead he spends time with his new girlfriend and her kids.

Brutal. I can only partially relate. My father was absent from my life up until I was about eight or nine. From then on he'd stay for a year or two. Leave, return. Until he eventually did stay. But I know that feeling, of growing up thinking you're missing a crucial part of a larger whole.

 

[Cnidoblastos]

My situation is my dad left me when I was a child, and now my mother consistently asks him for financial support but it’s gettin to the point where he can no longer afford to do it, so he’s forcing me to work with him and I’m not looking forward to it. He could’ve just been there for us but instead he spends time with his new girlfriend and her kids.

But what kind of work?

 

[zd60]

can't relate very much my father has like 23 kids and is sitting in prison and disowned me at birth. but brutal brocel hope things get better for you I feel the same desperation

 

[Darth Aquarius]

But what kind of work?

Being a laborer who helps clean shit up or hands stuff to actual tradesmen like himself or his work buddies. Only pays $15 an hour

 

[thisgoodlife]

can't relate very much my father has like 23 kids and is sitting in prison and disowned me at birth. but brutal brocel hope things get better for you I feel the same desperation

That's Brutal as fuck. A lot of deadbeat fathers in this thread. My father had is first kid a fucking fifteen jfl. Of course, he ditched his country shortly after.

 

[zd60]

That's Brutal as fuck. A lot of deadbeat fathers in this thread. My father had is first kid a fucking fifteen jfl. Of course, he ditched his country shortly after.

yeah Idk the full story about my father besides the fact that he's in prison for life and had like 20+ kids before going and refused to be recoginized as my father at my birth and never showed up in my life well not like he can some crazy people out there

 

[Cnidoblastos]

Being a laborer who helps clean shit up or hands stuff to actual tradesmen like himself or his work buddies. Only pays $15 an hour

I worked as a cleaner before. At night, is a good incel job. Maybe this is not your situation