Blackpill Miserable fucks like me will make it past 60 for sure

[RealSchizo]

It is always the most miserable fucks like me that get to live the longest, I want to die, yet this God-forsaken world won't take me to death, to the place I belong the most - the grave.
It is always those happy people that want to live as long as possible getting random brain cancers or some condition that can't be treated.
No wonder most people are miserable, there are barely any happy people on this planet and most of them have died.
It is us, always us the miserable genetic dead-ends that keep living but what are we living for ?
I don't want to live, next year I wish for death.
I already smoke pack a day, I may alcoholmaxx too and then good riddance to my fucked up existence.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I don't want to die, neither do I want to live this life of Subhumanism.
I wish I would've never been born to begin with — then I would never had to suffer anything, wouldn't even know anything, and weren't born a subhuman mongrel.
I firmly believe I was cursed at birthed with this tiresome existence. I mean, I almost died three times before I was 1 year old. Someone was out to fucking kill me, and yet, I live. Fucking hell.

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't want to die, neither do I want to live this life of Subhumanism.
I wish I would've never been born to begin with — then I would never had to suffer anything, wouldn't even know anything, and weren't born a subhuman mongrel.
I firmly believe I was cursed at birthed with this tiresome existence. I mean, I almost died three times before I was 1 year old. Someone was out to fucking kill me, and yet, I live. Fucking hell.

I nearly died during birth and when I was 1 years old I got a severe life-threatening pox unfortunately I lived. I wish I died that day. We have a lot in common.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I nearly died during birth and when I was 1 years old I got a severe life-threatening pox unfortunately I lived. I wish I died that day. We have a lot in common.

Could've prevented us a lot of suffering.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I want to die

You are the only one stopping yourself from that btw

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I wish I would've never been born to begin with — then I would never had to suffer anything, wouldn't even know anything, and weren't born a subhuman mongrel.

The wish to not exist is an indirect way of saying you wish to die.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

The wish to not exist is an indirect way of saying you wish to die.

Yes, but I'm afraid of death — so in turn I don't wanna die. If I would've never been born, I would never even need to think about wanting to die.

 

[RealSchizo]

You are the only one stopping yourself from that btw

I should have been dead. Twice. I don't know why but I kept on surviving horrifying shit.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Yes, but I'm afraid of death — so in turn I don't wanna die. If I would've never been born, I would never even need to think about wanting to die.

And why would you be afraid of death? Death puts you in the same condition as not being born.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I should have been dead. Twice. I don't know why but I kept on surviving horrifying shit.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

And why would you be afraid of death? Death puts you in the same condition as not being born.

Are you sure of that? I certainly am not.
The possibility of there being a something after death is just as large as there being nothing at all.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Are you sure of that? I certainly am not.
The possibility of there being a something after death is just as large as there being nothing at all.

Death is simply the death of your brain, there is nothing, when you die you stop existing.

 

[RealSchizo]

And why would you be afraid of death? Death puts you in the same condition as not being born.

Not existing is relieving as fuck, but I can't just overcome gorillion years of evolution and put an end to my suffering. It's still scary.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Not existing is relieving as fuck, but I can't just overcome gorillion years of evolution and put an end to my suffering. It's still scary.

So living your miserable life till you're 60 is less scary? Damn

 

[RealSchizo]

So living your miserable life till you're 60 is less scary? Damn

I can't proceed with ending my life. I am a scared coward.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I can't proceed with ending my life. I am a scared coward.

Well there ain't no escape then

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Living like this is a pain in the ass, but I'm too scared of death/hell to do anything to myself, so I'm stuck here until I die of natural causes. Doesn't stop the rumination though.

 

[RealSchizo]

Living like this is a pain in the ass, but I'm too scared of death/hell to do anything to myself, so I'm stuck here until I die of natural causes. Doesn't stop the rumination though.

It is an absolutely hell when you want to stop existing, but they you cannot proceed with that due to being scared.
I am just as scared as you, but not because of hell. I am scared of putting that rope on my neck. I cannot physically force myself to do that.

 

[Caichan]

I was an accident, and my mom thought of aborting me. I wish she would have done it

 

[RealSchizo]

I was an accident, and my mom thought of aborting me. I wish she would have done it

That is even more brutal tbh.

 

[MajorThomas666]

It is always the most miserable fucks like me that get to live the longest, I want to die, yet this God-forsaken world won't take me to death, to the place I belong the most - the grave.
It is always those happy people that want to live as long as possible getting random brain cancers or some condition that can't be treated.
No wonder most people are miserable, there are barely any happy people on this planet and most of them have died.
It is us, always us the miserable genetic dead-ends that keep living but what are we living for ?
I don't want to live, next year I wish for death.
I already smoke pack a day, I may alcoholmaxx too and then good riddance to my fucked up existence.

So many shortcels in my former HS I know of who are now dead

Foids don't care, obviously

 

[itstoolate]

Most people past 60 are miserable because they're old and ugly. The agepill turns even the chaddiest of chads to truecels.