Waylan
Recruit
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- Joined
- Nov 30, 2021
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A while ago I posted that I was being pushed to attain employment otherwise I'm going to get kicked out. Well, it appears that's gonna come sooner than I thought. Last night, I got really depressed and decided to get drunk. While I was drunk, I punched a massive hole in the wall. The hole doesn't even look like it was punched. It's about 7 inches tall and 4 inches wide in size. It's drywall so it breaks easy.
While I was asleep my faggot brother ratted me out to my mom and she freaked out on me. She said I'm getting kicked out soon and I won't be getting anything for Christmas. I'm not on good terms with any extended family and I don't have any friends so I'm going to become homeless. The only place I have to go is my dad's but I can't live there because he's extremely abusive. It's a living hell just being around him.
I don't know what to do. It seems like the only way out is to commit suicide but I'm too scared of death to do that. Just imagine if I simply got a foid I wouldn't be in this mess in the first place.
I'm tired dude, I'm fucking tired. This entire year has been a walking nightmare and you can bet your ass the next one won't be any better. I've never been so miserable before in my life. I literally have no motivation to do anything. I just lay in bed for hours on end because I don't care anymore. I'm having bad days so I don't care.
Whatever.
While I was asleep my faggot brother ratted me out to my mom and she freaked out on me. She said I'm getting kicked out soon and I won't be getting anything for Christmas. I'm not on good terms with any extended family and I don't have any friends so I'm going to become homeless. The only place I have to go is my dad's but I can't live there because he's extremely abusive. It's a living hell just being around him.
I don't know what to do. It seems like the only way out is to commit suicide but I'm too scared of death to do that. Just imagine if I simply got a foid I wouldn't be in this mess in the first place.
I'm tired dude, I'm fucking tired. This entire year has been a walking nightmare and you can bet your ass the next one won't be any better. I've never been so miserable before in my life. I literally have no motivation to do anything. I just lay in bed for hours on end because I don't care anymore. I'm having bad days so I don't care.
Whatever.
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