Serious Mentalcels, do you have executive difficulties for example related to speech?

[Incelibateman]

I am an aspergercel, with difficulties when it comes to executive functions. I find practical things such as chores demanding. Also social interaction is hard. But what annoys me the most is probably my speech. I have no problem with reading or writing, my language comprehension is decent, but I talk slow and a bit disorganized, I find it struggling to formulate myself and also rarely know what to say in a social situation. In fact some people, think I'm retarded, so they can for example talk in a way that they think I won't understand what they're talking about, but I understand everything, also they can sometimes treat me like a little kid.

Does anybody relate?

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Yeah, I actually have autism. My internal thoughts/dialogue seem 200 IQ, but when I actually try to get them out with my voice, its as if I just dont have the bandwidth or capability to get it out, and I sound like a 80 IQ retard.

I use to have a stutter as a kid, which was "fixed" by a speech pathologist, but I don't think it was actually fixed, because when I try to verbalize what my thoughts are, I get that same "brain stall" that I use to get as a kid with the stuttering, except instead of stuttering, I just cant vocalize it like the way I think about it and "hear" it in my head.

 

[heroinfather]

Ik how u feel but if you're aspie you need to dumb down your thoughts, talk fast and think slow while trying to socialize helps more often than not for us

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Ik how u feel but if you're aspie you need to dumb down your thoughts, talk fast and think slow while trying to socialize helps more often than not for us

This is fucking accurate.

When I get angry and aggressive that "autism block" seems to disappear temporarily, and my thoughts come out 1000x more articulated and clear, but thats very rare that im in that mode. If im just in a normal mode (99.9% of the time) just cant articulate anything properly and sound like a dumb fuck.

ALSO - I START TREMBLING/SHAKING WHEN IM IN THIS MODE. Its as if my nervous system is being overwhelmed by me articulating everything properly. Its not fear or anxiety, its an uncontrollable shaking that starts happening. I've noticed that I can control it more the older I get, but it still sometimes is uncontrollable.

 

[Braincel14w]

Yes I relate OP.

Yeah, I actually have autism. My internal thoughts/dialogue seem 200 IQ, but when I actually try to get them out with my voice, its as if I just dont have the bandwidth or capability to get it out, and I sound like a 80 IQ retard.

I relate to this even more. My communication skills are severely lacking compared to my ability to understand things. People quickly lose interest when I am talking although this is undoubtedly also due to my looks, demeanour, weak voice and lack of confidence.

 

[Incelibateman]

I relate to everything you guys describe.

I have thought blockage.
I have a difficult time expressing my thoughts.
People think I'm retarded and understand much less than I do.
When someone tells me something simple I sit and think about it for a really long time and end up with nothing to say.
When I get angry I articulate really well.
Also people think I'm the most uninteresting speaker ever.

 

[Insomniac]

I can relate bro, I stutter like a retard when I speak. I'm embarrassed to talk around people.

 

[heroinfather]

This is fucking accurate.

When I get angry and aggressive that "autism block" seems to disappear temporarily, and my thoughts come out 1000x more articulated and clear, but thats very rare that im in that mode. If im just in a normal mode (99.9% of the time) just cant articulate anything properly and sound like a dumb fuck.

ALSO - I START TREMBLING/SHAKING WHEN IM IN THIS MODE. Its as if my nervous system is being overwhelmed by me articulating everything properly. Its not fear or anxiety, its an uncontrollable shaking that starts happening. I've noticed that I can control it more the older I get, but it still sometimes is uncontrollable.

I have no blockage honestly but sometimes I articulate really retardedly. I try my best to retort like a normie would tbh

 

[Deleted member 18435]

Being aspie fucking sucks so much. One of the few things I have no fault or control over and society treats me like shit/a retard for it. This is why people go ER.

 

[LittleDarkAge]

Yeah, I actually have autism. My internal thoughts/dialogue seem 200 IQ, but when I actually try to get them out with my voice, its as if I just dont have the bandwidth or capability to get it out, and I sound like a 80 IQ retard.

I can relate. I have a good vocabulary and think clearly but I can never communicate my ideas effectively.Maybe I'm autistic too

 

[Incelibateman]

I found something called 'Apraxia of Speech'. It means a difficulties in oral motor skills. It would explain the difficulty lying in expressing ones thoughts, and not in thinking them. Also I have always had overall bad body coordination.

 

[Aspiecel]

I am an aspergercel, with difficulties when it comes to executive functions. I find practical things such as chores demanding. Also social interaction is hard. But what annoys me the most is probably my speech. I have no problem with reading or writing, my language comprehension is decent, but I talk slow and a bit disorganized, I find it struggling to formulate myself and also rarely know what to say in a social situation. In fact some people, think I'm retarded, so they can for example talk in a way that they think I won't understand what they're talking about, but I understand everything, also they can sometimes treat me like a little kid.

Does anybody relate?

This is me exactly but I’m a slow writer too. I hate talking so much. People think it’s cause I have anxiety but it’s really cause I know I sound like a retard . My executive functioning is so fucked. I even have an advanced IQ test to prove it

I relate to everything you guys describe.

I have thought blockage.
I have a difficult time expressing my thoughts.
People think I'm retarded and understand much less than I do.
When someone tells me something simple I sit and think about it for a really long time and end up with nothing to say.
When I get angry I articulate really well.
Also people think I'm the most uninteresting speaker ever.

Funny you should say that. I notice I articulate better when I’m angry. I still sound dumb but much better than usual

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

Yeah, I actually have autism. My internal thoughts/dialogue seem 200 IQ, but when I actually try to get them out with my voice, its as if I just dont have the bandwidth or capability to get it out, and I sound like a 80 IQ retard.

I use to have a stutter as a kid, which was "fixed" by a speech pathologist, but I don't think it was actually fixed, because when I try to verbalize what my thoughts are, I get that same "brain stall" that I use to get as a kid with the stuttering, except instead of stuttering, I just cant vocalize it like the way I think about it and "hear" it in my head.

Damn, reading this thread made me realize I have so many symptoms of an autist. I can relate with pretty much everything you said there.
I need to get that shit checked out because I may be missing out on some lovely autismbux.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Damn, reading this thread made me realize I have so many symptoms of an autist. I can relate with pretty much everything you said there.
I need to get that shit checked out because I may be missing out on some lovely autismbux.

Another way I can explain it is that in my head, with the inner dialogue/voice, it runs at a much faster speed than what I can speak, so when I try to project my inner dialogue/voice outwards, it stalls because I just cant get the words out fast enough, so it becomes all messed up. Only when I am angry can I actually articulate with my voice at the speed of my normal inner dialogue.

 

[FinnCel]

In speech, I often forget words. Especially Finnish words

 

[Blacktarpill]

No man im NT and i speak really normally.

 

[Insomniac]

im NT

 

[incel-american]

I am in a sort of loop.

Every time I start to blame possible mental related causes for my inceldom, I can't help but think "cope, you're excusing your sub-par looks."

What if the truth is kind of complex: that you can be both a mentalcel and a lookscel? For example, I'm not verbally fluent either and this point devastated me:

My internal thoughts/dialogue seem 200 IQ, but when I actually try to get them out with my voice, its as if I just dont have the bandwidth or capability to get it out, and I sound like a 80 IQ retard.

The thing is that I'm retarded by the standards of normies. They seem to have the capability to chitchat about complete nonsense and most of the time I have no idea what they're talking about or why they find it amusing. Or it's just so dull that I've learned to treat it as mere noise in the background. I'm not calling them dumb, but clearly there's some neurological difference between us.

 

[Fliptard]

I am an aspergercel, with difficulties when it comes to executive functions. I find practical things such as chores demanding. Also social interaction is hard. But what annoys me the most is probably my speech. I have no problem with reading or writing, my language comprehension is decent, but I talk slow and a bit disorganized, I find it struggling to formulate myself and also rarely know what to say in a social situation. In fact some people, think I'm retarded, so they can for example talk in a way that they think I won't understand what they're talking about, but I understand everything, also they can sometimes treat me like a little kid.

Does anybody relate?

I relate 100%. Especially the “get treated like a retard/kid” part.

although this is undoubtedly also due to my looks, demeanour, weak voice and lack of confidence.

Yep. Normies/NTs don’t care about the content, they only care about who’s saying it.

Greeting fellow weakvoicecel! Fucking NTs get mad at us for raising it slightly (not being used to it being high) even though we just want it to get through their ultra-dense/ultra-hollow skulls.

 

[Deleted member 17883]

The thing is that I'm retarded by the standards of normies. They seem to have the capability to chitchat about complete nonsense and most of the time I have no idea what they're talking about or why they find it amusing. Or it's just so dull that I've learned to treat it as mere noise in the background. I'm not calling them dumb, but clearly there's some neurological difference between us.

Every day of my life. Basically.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Something not letting to say me some things who are normal for humans. Thats from childhood, had problems with saying polite words

 

[Deleted member 17599]

I sometimes forget words and stutter in longer expositions. I have no problem with short sentences though.