Mentalcel Trait: You make the wrong decision every time

[Nithingr]

If life had quicktime events at every important decision, it's like you can see the button you ought to press but this urge compels you to press some other stupid button. That might be a later rationalisation but there are definitely times when you are aware of it and you keep putting your foot in your mouth consciously to the point you feel like your body is a cyborg and you're a disembodied spirit watching it malfunction. And you are getting hot flushes but you're rooted in place. You start sweating out of fear and embarassment and you can foresee how much you're going to cringe immediately after but you keep talking, your composure maintained. So the other party not only think you're retarded but unaware of it. While inside you burn up.

 

[ANTAGONIST]

Every little decision is super stressful for me, it makes me wish that there weren't multiple option in the first place.

 

[Nithingr]

Every little decision is super stressful for me, it makes me wish that there weren't multiple option in the first place.

If I have to make any decision without weeks or months of research and reflection I feel rushed, so it's lose-lose in that I either stress at making a rushed decision or stress over considering every possibilty for inhuman amounts of time

 

[coping gymcel]

If life had quicktime events at every important decision, it's like you can see the button you ought to press but this urge compels you to press some other stupid button. That might be a later rationalisation but there are definitely times when you are aware of it and you keep putting your foot in your mouth consciously to the point you feel like your body is a cyborg and you're a disembodied spirit watching it malfunction. And you are getting hot flushes but you're rooted in place. You start sweating out of fear and embarassment and you can foresee how much you're going to cringe immediately after but you keep talking, your composure maintained. So the other party not only think you're retarded but unaware of it. While inside you burn up.

if ur nd and live in a third world country its over

 

[psycho123]

Every little decision is super stressful for me, it makes me wish that there weren't multiple option in the first place.

agreed, a simple decision can be made easily and quickly by others, while i spend minutes to hours thinking whether i should pick option A or B.

 

[ANTAGONIST]

agreed, a simple decision can be made easily and quickly by others, while i spend minutes to hours thinking whether i should pick option A or B.

I remember as a kid, it always caused me anguish an uncertainty to pick between ice cream flavours at the supermarket.

 

[Barlog]

Sometimes i make two drastically different decisions at exactly the same time