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IYAIYAI
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Jesus christ, i feel like my mental health has spiralled down even worse than i thought it ever could. Im not really talking about depression, as thats been around me for 5+ years ( jfl at me being diagnosed major depressive disorder) its more the sort of things i keep doing to try to cope, and other things i seek out to see if that helps as well.
My binge drinking and eating levels is pretty much the same and has been for ages, but my general hatred for women has just risen. Everytime i see a woman it just fills me with internal rage and discomfort because of how privileged their life is and how they just dont give a shit about anything else except themselves and chad.
My masturbation habits has gotten worse, ive been watching porn more and more and watching categories/ getting into fetishes i never thought i would (nothing illegal, just weird shit)
Anyone else feel like they just get worse year by year/ month by month?
I just have so much to say and i dont know how to put it into words because my brain is just full of fucking mush. I just dont think i can keep doing this. i always said to myself that i would rope if i was incel by 25 and im nearly there. Im too much of a pussy, i guess ill set the goal to 30. How pathetic is that? my only goal in life is seeing if i can actually go through with it and achieve my goal by sodokuing at 30,
My binge drinking and eating levels is pretty much the same and has been for ages, but my general hatred for women has just risen. Everytime i see a woman it just fills me with internal rage and discomfort because of how privileged their life is and how they just dont give a shit about anything else except themselves and chad.
My masturbation habits has gotten worse, ive been watching porn more and more and watching categories/ getting into fetishes i never thought i would (nothing illegal, just weird shit)
Anyone else feel like they just get worse year by year/ month by month?
I just have so much to say and i dont know how to put it into words because my brain is just full of fucking mush. I just dont think i can keep doing this. i always said to myself that i would rope if i was incel by 25 and im nearly there. Im too much of a pussy, i guess ill set the goal to 30. How pathetic is that? my only goal in life is seeing if i can actually go through with it and achieve my goal by sodokuing at 30,