SuicideFuel Mental breakdown I had

[Lazyandtalentless]

It was one of those days where everything just came crashing down all at once. I was sitting alone in my room, just thinking about how much I hated everything about myself. Every mistake, every missed opportunity, every failure. It wasn’t just a bad day—it felt like everything I had ever done wrong was coming to the surface, and it felt like there was no escaping it.

The overwhelming sense of worthlessness hit me so hard I couldn’t stop crying. I wasn’t just tearing up—I was sobbing uncontrollably, violently. My whole body was shaking, and it felt like I was suffocating. I couldn’t breathe properly between the sobs. My face was hot, my chest was tight, and I couldn’t think straight. I just kept thinking, This is what I am. This is who I’ll always be.

It went on for what felt like forever, and I couldn’t get it under control. The emotional pain was so intense, it started to make me physically sick. The nausea hit suddenly, and it felt like I was going to pass out. I tried to breathe through it, but it didn’t help. I ended up vomiting.

Afterward, I just sat there, feeling completely empty. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t have the energy to clean up or even get up from the floor. I just wanted to disappear. I felt so drained, so broken.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

u need meds son.

 

[chudjak]

u need meds son.

Jewdication

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Sorry brother, i know that feeling, sometimes i also get manic episodes or stuff like that and its brutal knowing you can't control your brain

 

[chudjak]

Do not take meds that alter your mind, only ones to prevent acid reflux/throw up if you need to

 

[user]

u need meds son.

 

[Poopless One]

These days the mere mental stress and trauma is so much I feel drained without having actually done anything

 

[manletcel1488]

I just get angry and scream and break shit when I feel overwhelmed with the shittiness of my life.

 

[Poopless One]

I just get angry and scream and break shit when I feel overwhelmed with the shittiness of my life.

This also

 

[unborndegenerate]

It was one of those days where everything just came crashing down all at once. I was sitting alone in my room, just thinking about how much I hated everything about myself. Every mistake, every missed opportunity, every failure. It wasn’t just a bad day—it felt like everything I had ever done wrong was coming to the surface, and it felt like there was no escaping it.

The overwhelming sense of worthlessness hit me so hard I couldn’t stop crying. I wasn’t just tearing up—I was sobbing uncontrollably, violently. My whole body was shaking, and it felt like I was suffocating. I couldn’t breathe properly between the sobs. My face was hot, my chest was tight, and I couldn’t think straight. I just kept thinking, This is what I am. This is who I’ll always be.

It went on for what felt like forever, and I couldn’t get it under control. The emotional pain was so intense, it started to make me physically sick. The nausea hit suddenly, and it felt like I was going to pass out. I tried to breathe through it, but it didn’t help. I ended up vomiting.

Afterward, I just sat there, feeling completely empty. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t have the energy to clean up or even get up from the floor. I just wanted to disappear. I felt so drained, so broken.

same happened a week ago with me

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I don't sob but I have been throwing up recently due to my deteriorating mental state.

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Sorry to hear that, brocel. I'll be wishing you well.

 

[despisedpaul]

AI

 

[copeorsuicide]

I know the feeling it happens to me often, I wish there was a way to stop feeling so empty

 

[bathlete]

sorry brochure. i can’t stop throwing up either but the hollow feeling afterwards is definitely something else, it’s gotten to the point it evokes subsidiary meditation because i didn’t take myself to be bulimic. you must keep drinking water, at the very least.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

AI

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