Memory of when a random stranger showed my dad sympathy... because of me

[The Wolf]

I don't know anymore, I just don't, I want to know how it is to be normal, to look normal. I feel so sad and tired. And these things, these disrespectful reactions, they just don't stop. Venting helps a bit, if I didn't have that, I do not know.

About 6.5 years ago we were in a hotel, and there was this big family with parents and grandparents who sat next to us at breakfast a few times. One day I don't remember the details around it exactly but the grand-dad went up to my dad and shook his hand and said something like I'm sorry with a sympathetic look and then looked at me. The group kept giving me strange looks during my stay. I felt anger, sadness, shame... but how is my face and skull my fault? I obviously have a genetic disorder and look mentally retarded, isn't that discrimination?

Humans are truly disrespectful. In my opinion they are evil. One day I will kms, and it will be because of them.

 

[Animecel2D]

I don't know anymore, I just don't, I want to know how it is to be normal, to look normal. I feel so sad and tired. And these things, these disrespectful reactions, they just don't stop. Venting helps a bit, if I didn't have that, I do not know.

Just looking normal would be such a massive improvement for me

About 6.5 years ago we were in a hotel, and there was this big family with parents and grandparents who sat next to us at breakfast a few times. One day I don't remember the details around it exactly but the grand-dad went up to my dad and shook his hand and said something like I'm sorry with a sympathetic look and then looked at me. The group kept giving me strange looks during my stay. I felt anger, sadness, shame... but how is my face and skull my fault? I obviously have a genetic disorder and look mentally retarded, isn't that discrimination?

Humans are truly disrespectful. In my opinion they are evil. One day I will kms, and it will be because of them.

brutal shit man

that sounds fucking humiliating, I would be livid if I were in your shoes

 

[The Wolf]

Just looking normal would be such a massive improvement for me

brutal shit man

that sounds fucking humiliating, I would be livid if I were in your shoes

yeah I was angry at the time but also remembering it makes me sad and angry.

 

[Pancakecel]

What a fucking cunt, my hatred for normfags never wavers.

Did your dad say anything back to him? He should've told him to fuck off atleast, sorry that happened man. Sick of people, why can't they just mind their own damn business.

 

[The Wolf]

What a fucking cunt, my hatred for normfags never wavers.

Did your dad say anything back to him? He should've told him to fuck off atleast, sorry that happened man. Sick of people, why can't they just mind their own damn business.

Thanks bro. I don't get it either.

My dad's a cowardly cunt, he didn't say anything but instead he was friendly to the man.

The family staring was one thing but he poured salt on the wound.

 

[deleted fren]

They don't view you as human.

 

[Leon98]

What a piece of shit.

 

[The Wolf]

They don't view you as human.

Yup. The group -- as far as I can remember they did it every morning -- looked at me like I'm some weird-looking exotic animal or harmless alien (which I guess I effectively am). I say harmless because they were more confused and disgusted than anything. It's a look I know all too well. The uniform look they gave me was a mix of disgust, confusion, curiosity, hate and unease. But the man poured salt into the wound.

 

[deleted fren]

Yup. The group -- as far as I can remember they did it every morning -- looked at me like I'm some weird-looking exotic animal or harmless alien (which I guess I effectively am). I say harmless because they were more confused and disgusted than anything. It's a look I know all too well. The uniform look they gave me was a mix of disgust, confusion, curiosity, hate and unease. But the man poured salt into the wound.

They can't comprehend that you're even sentient. They assume that because you look the way you do, you're such mentally retarded animal. Normies are so cruel.

 

[The Wolf]

They can't comprehend that you're even sentient. They assume that because you look the way you do, you're such mentally retarded animal. Normies are so cruel.

It's funny how these same people would probably preach kindness and compassion

 

[lnceI]

One of the most brutal things ive read

 

[The Wolf]

One of the most brutal things ive read

People don't care if they hurt others, even if, if asked, they say they'd never hurt the feelings of others or make fun of them because of their looks. However, the old and the young constantly and consistently say mean shit about me (never directly to me) or joke about me. And no, sadly I am not paranoid.

EDIT - Even if they whisper, I can hear them. Sadly I have very good hearing. But it's very disrespectful to make fun of different-looking people!

99.9% don't seem to care that they literally cause the pain in my heart.