I felt the climax of dopamine someone like me could ever feel and now I’m just desensitized to everything, for a moment I had completely forgot about my inceldom but that was short lived.
I went from having nothing going on in my life to millions of dollars in less than a year, making 6 figs on a single coin in sometimes a couple minutes/hours and now that it isn’t really possible in this current market I’ve just been depressed. Outside of this bubble I have nothing, 0 social life since I’ve completely isolated myself and I know that it’ll never change.
I’ve sealed my faith as a NEET who’s never gonna feel happiness again and I know nothing will ever break that cycle at this point.
I can’t cope.
I went from having nothing going on in my life to millions of dollars in less than a year, making 6 figs on a single coin in sometimes a couple minutes/hours and now that it isn’t really possible in this current market I’ve just been depressed. Outside of this bubble I have nothing, 0 social life since I’ve completely isolated myself and I know that it’ll never change.
I’ve sealed my faith as a NEET who’s never gonna feel happiness again and I know nothing will ever break that cycle at this point.
I can’t cope.
