Me, Toby Fox, Envy and Pride

[Krad]

So, Deltarune chapter 5 came out, i watched it in Youtube.

I have to admit, i always felt envy over what Toby created, i hate how much praise he gets, and how people treat him like someone who cannot do mistake, i hate, because deep down, i wanted to receive that praise, i wanted to be validated like Toby is.

I always had a inferiority complex, but also i admit i'm a prideful person, or perhaps arrogant, i don't know the correct term that fits me

Even still, i do not want anything bad to come from Toby, even if he pisses me off, so much.

Yes, i hate how Deltarune/Undertale fans treat him, the fame and how he's seen as this super ultra duper omega genius.

But i do not hate the arrogant, prideful man, i do not want their downfall like that, some part of me.

I also hate how he puts "dykeslop" on Deltarune, because that fuels the queer agenda of Deltarune fans, and i find that a sin, but i wish i could do something, at least pray, i can do, i guess.


Years ago, i admit i had a inferiority complex, so big, because i always felt i had no talent to nothing, nothing.


Now, i admit i have a certain superiority complex, i admit i like the idea of being in the top, or close to it.


Perhaps i always had this superiority complex, and the inferiority complex still exist, but honestly, i like to be honest about all of this, no hate to Toby Fox, and hope he can, "get his soul back".

And also that those Deltarune and Undertale fans also get smarter, i say that in a positive light

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Scott Cawthon and Yandere Dev> Toby Fox

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

So, Deltarune chapter 5 came out, i watched it in Youtube.

I have to admit, i always felt envy over what Toby created, i hate how much praise he gets, and how people treat him like someone who cannot do mistake, i hate, because deep down, i wanted to receive that praise, i wanted to be validated like Toby is.

I always had a inferiority complex, but also i admit i'm a prideful person, or perhaps arrogant, i don't know the correct term that fits me

Even still, i do not want anything bad to come from Toby, even if he pisses me off, so much.

Yes, i hate how Deltarune/Undertale fans treat him, the fame and how he's seen as this super ultra duper omega genius.

But i do not hate the arrogant, prideful man, i do not want their downfall like that, some part of me.

I also hate how he puts "dykeslop" on Deltarune, because that fuels the queer agenda of Deltarune fans, and i find that a sin, but i wish i could do something, at least pray, i can do, i guess.


Years ago, i admit i had a inferiority complex, so big, because i always felt i had no talent to nothing, nothing.


Now, i admit i have a certain superiority complex, i admit i like the idea of being in the top, or close to it.


Perhaps i always had this superiority complex, and the inferiority complex still exist, but honestly, i like to be honest about all of this, no hate to Toby Fox, and hope he can, "get his soul back".

And also that those Deltarune and Undertale fans also get smarter, i say that in a positive light

Deltarune is the essence of goyslop made for troons and groomed fags

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Deltarune

Ost is fire tho

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

Ost is fire tho

I play fagslop games directly made by the mossad but the ost is fire

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I play fagslop games directly made by the mossad but the ost is fire

it is tho

 

[Cryo]

Scott Cawthon and Yandere Dev> Toby Fox

Yandere Dev is based as fuck

 

[tulasdanslos]

I'm glad I made the call not to buy DR until completion; not just because episodic releases are egregious but also because it seems I won't be buying it at all after ch 5.

I would want it to be good obviously, more bad games releasing is bad, but it's not looking great so far.

 

[Krad]

Deltarune is the essence of goyslop made for troons and groomed fags

I don't take your reasoning.

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

I don't take your reasoning.

Just play the game

 

[Krad]

Just play the game

I mean that i agree with you and don't judge you for thinking like that.

 

[yeetbender_]

Once I recover enough energy to start gaming again, I might pick up my laptop and start playing it again. I wanna groom and crack Noelle on the weird route in gta 5 btw.

 

[Halfpassedover]

Game's good. You're allowed to hate jews, fags, and whores while still enjoying video games JFL

 

[St3v3Cel]

Understandable thread. I also used to be very envious of brilliant people, but my thinking about that changed over time:

I used to feel like that. Now I can enjoy my hobbies and interests even though I am not the best.

One thing that helps with dealing with this is to become more discerning. Many people seem good but their work is in reality entirely without substance. Very few people manage to do anything that is anywhere near what could be considered truly great, let alone worth anyone's time at all.

A lot of stuff that looks great at a glance falls apart completely under scrutiny. The few people who are truly great at something should become inspirational rather than jealousy-inducing for you.

Great works are lifefuel the way I see them, they can be studied to an infinite depth just like whatever interests you have. You need to view your self-worth as inherent, you can't let it hinge on how good you yourself think you are at something, or even worse: Based on approval from others.

Hobbies and interests are supposed to be fun after all, and if you are truly interested in something you will find it infinitely fun to keep learning about it, no matter how good you are at it. Do not be afraid to have several deep interests as well. Everyone having to be a specialist is a PsyOp. Hobbies and interests are not some purpose for life, they are merely high quality COPES. It is not something you should judge your own "worth" upon in any way. Your hobbies and interests should be stuff you would enjoy doing even if you were Chad.

Talent is a real thing, and us truecels generally do not have a talent for anything which can indeed be very frustrating. But it is a blessing to have an interest in something. Too many people do not even have that. People might call this cope, but I believe that people without a natural givenness for something have more to gain in an interest than people with talent.

Even basic competency in something will be hard-fought. You will likely hit your limits quite quickly as well. But limitations breed creativity. And you will likely go deeper into understanding something than someone with talent.

A lot of truecels are lucky to have a lot of time as well, time that can be entirely taken up by an interest since nothing else is going on in one's life. And like I said, when you are deep enough into an interest you will not care if you are good or bad. It will not hinge on approval from others either.

Lastly, and most important of all: Remember that nothing is truly original. No human is the sole genius creator behind anything, we are merely conduits to what is adjacently possible. Once you realise that nobody has any ownership or lay to claim anything at all, what other people have managed to do in comparison to yourself will no longer feel so special.

If you have never seen it before "Amadeus" is an excellent movie about this very subject.

 

[slavcel11]

Hard agree. His games mean nothing to me (haven't played any), it's his visionary persona that irks the fuck out of me