quinn24
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tl;dr: im too concerned that i would miss shots since i think im too incompetent to do it, so ill snort instead. and it also pisses me off because it was amazing when i did successfully do it
even if i register a vein, im too fucking scared that i would move the syringe too much and that i will miss the vein. why is that so? because i often need to move the needle a good bit to register blood in the first place. so when i move the needle slightly after i register, im too scared to push and if i want to register more, it would be hard for me to tell if im still registering because theres already a ton of blood in the syringe. it also pisses me off to no end because i remember how good that rush felt the two times that i successfully did it, so its extremely unsatisfying when i am unable to do it. i have no idea how people are able to register veins constantly without a problem, like @FrailPaleStaleMale for example. so i'll snort instead.
how dishonorable of me to fuck this up
even if i register a vein, im too fucking scared that i would move the syringe too much and that i will miss the vein. why is that so? because i often need to move the needle a good bit to register blood in the first place. so when i move the needle slightly after i register, im too scared to push and if i want to register more, it would be hard for me to tell if im still registering because theres already a ton of blood in the syringe. it also pisses me off to no end because i remember how good that rush felt the two times that i successfully did it, so its extremely unsatisfying when i am unable to do it. i have no idea how people are able to register veins constantly without a problem, like @FrailPaleStaleMale for example. so i'll snort instead.
how dishonorable of me to fuck this up