simply_over
Creepy guy
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- Apr 16, 2021
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Looking back, I've always been an outsider. I never really fit in with anyone. I started isolating myself since 2014 and have done that ever since.
I've tried being social but I always manage to say the wrong things. For example I'll make some remark that sounds like I'm better than someone even though its meant as a joke. There was also this instance where I asked a girl something about her being fat and it sounded very rude when I didn't mean to.
I also lost friends because of behaving fucking psychotic. For example I would talk about how great is Jesus is and shit. Another time this girl probably thought I was about to rape her because of how creepy i was acting (it was a sleepover). i've changed now but that behaviour still haunts me.
Maybe you ask yourself why i was able to have friends in the first place. Probably because I look somewhere in the normie range (Surgerymaxxed). But you can't cheat genes I guess.
And that's why:
In the end, I guess I'm just supposed to be alone. My autism is too much of an obstacle. Online contact is the most I'll get.
I have to come to terms with being a genetic deadend and just cope on my own so I dont hurt myself or others.
I've tried being social but I always manage to say the wrong things. For example I'll make some remark that sounds like I'm better than someone even though its meant as a joke. There was also this instance where I asked a girl something about her being fat and it sounded very rude when I didn't mean to.
I also lost friends because of behaving fucking psychotic. For example I would talk about how great is Jesus is and shit. Another time this girl probably thought I was about to rape her because of how creepy i was acting (it was a sleepover). i've changed now but that behaviour still haunts me.
Maybe you ask yourself why i was able to have friends in the first place. Probably because I look somewhere in the normie range (Surgerymaxxed). But you can't cheat genes I guess.
And that's why:
In the end, I guess I'm just supposed to be alone. My autism is too much of an obstacle. Online contact is the most I'll get.
I have to come to terms with being a genetic deadend and just cope on my own so I dont hurt myself or others.