ThePornographer
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I won’t go into details, but let's say I might, for real this time, have a chance to ascend with a used foid over 30 years old. But I might be fooling myself — there’s still a chance that she rejects me or that I fuck everything up because of fear and lack of knowledge about relationship dynamics.
But only if you knew all the jumps I’m going to have to do and the money I’m going to spend to MAYBE get a woman that loves me back — it’s INSANE.
At the end of this operation, I will finish either: broke and rejected, or broke but ascended.
She is not a woman into humiliation rituals asking for a jester. I think she is at the point of her life where she just needs a man (a betabuxxer?). I’m a NEET, btw, wonder how she’s going to react to that lol.
Which leads me to realize that I’d rather masturbate right now than start the process I need to go through to be with that girl. Btw, she is my looksmatch and, like I said, she was used (I don’t know how many times, but I know she was used at least by one guy. Wouldn’t be surprised if it’s way more since she’s over 30...).
Bro, it’s crazy how right now the idea of just gooning seems so comfy compared to going to war, maybe ending up burned out and alive by a woman... Life is hard.
But only if you knew all the jumps I’m going to have to do and the money I’m going to spend to MAYBE get a woman that loves me back — it’s INSANE.
At the end of this operation, I will finish either: broke and rejected, or broke but ascended.
She is not a woman into humiliation rituals asking for a jester. I think she is at the point of her life where she just needs a man (a betabuxxer?). I’m a NEET, btw, wonder how she’s going to react to that lol.
Which leads me to realize that I’d rather masturbate right now than start the process I need to go through to be with that girl. Btw, she is my looksmatch and, like I said, she was used (I don’t know how many times, but I know she was used at least by one guy. Wouldn’t be surprised if it’s way more since she’s over 30...).
Bro, it’s crazy how right now the idea of just gooning seems so comfy compared to going to war, maybe ending up burned out and alive by a woman... Life is hard.





