Serious LowIQcels when did you realize you were retarded?

[Deleted member 11159]

In second grade we were making a Christmas card. The rule was that everyone in the class had to do something, no matter how big or small the contribution was.
Many people drew shit that even today I wouldn't dream about drawing.

At the very end the teacher came over to me and told me that I had to paint every second letter in "Merry Christmas" red. She explained it to me as if I had some advanced form of Down Syndrome. I think she literally told me what to do 5 times before she gave me a coloring pencil.
I was concentrating very hard at first to make sure I did it right but after 3 minutes I was back to thinking about how much fun i'll be having playing Pokemon games after I get back home. I was also talking to my friend while I was doing it.
As the teacher expected, I ended up accidentally coloring in 2 letters that were right next to each other red.

I went up to her and explained what happened and she screamed at me "You can't even do something so simple correctly?!"

I am holding the card right now and I can see exactly where I messed up, all these years later. Every time I look at it I get flashbacks to the teacher screaming at me.

I was very young back then but I think was the day I realized I was a retardcel.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

I went up to her and explained what happened and she screamed at me "You can't even do something so simple correctly?!"

Brutal. A teacher shouldn't act like that.

I had average grades as a kid, but when I started to wageslave my ability to concentrate on certain things literally got destroyed and it feels like I'm becoming dumber and dumber every single day.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Brutal. A teacher shouldn't act like that.

I had average grades as a kid, but when I started to wageslave my ability to concentrate on certain things literally got destroyed and it feels like I'm becoming dumber and dumber every single day.

It might be cope but I feel like social isolation, getting bullied by my classmates and getting abused by my ex-drug addict mother is what made me retarded.

 

[Damo the incel]

When I was like 14 and studied really hard for my exams in secondary school and still did really shit, after like 2 years of really trying I eventually stopped studying because I was putting in so much effort and still getting worse results then people who never did any study

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

It might be cope but I feel like social isolation, getting bullied by my classmates and getting abused by my ex-drug addict mother is what made me retarded.

It could be the stress and the realization how cruel humanity is.

 

[Dionysus]

idk since i never tried at anything