Lost my virginity with an escort and here's my take

[Shin no Shi]

Sex is literally shit and boring. The feeling of skin to skin was the most laughable thing I've ever experienced, and touching her tits were the most inadequate feeling ever (assumed it was going to be perceived better than I originally assumed, when creating the scenario in my head whilst jerking off(I have this extreme sensory imagination where it feels like I'm in the scenario)). The BJ was fine, though I tried to put in effort when orgasming (had a condom on), however, sticking it in was shit but I was kind of nervous. Best part about the actual sex was that I inserted my D in her V perfectly the first time, and I thought it was going to end up in her urinary hole. Done Missionary and Doggy but they were dull, since the whole session was really a shit experience. Felt better on the basis of sex being a confidence booster and slight testosterone boost (anecdotal so don't take my word for it) but I don't think I would ever be doing it again unless I find someone I'm in love with beyond physical attraction (seldomly exists). Overall, I've pretty much crossed KHHV, still blackpilled and would never depart from my brocels, and I do recommend that you guys try and escort, realising whether you think solely focusing on sex is important or not, since for me it wasn't, and I only ever want a romantic/platonic attraction (latter would never occur lmao). I can now finally focus on what I need to do now and not obsess over what sex feels like anymore.

Here's the funny part: My autism kicked in and I was being retarded through the whole session, asking irrelevant questions like her escort business.

Also I'm going to raise my standards in life right and not settle for less like I did by paying a whore. Going to gymmaxx, careermaxx and winlifemaxx in peace.

 

[TheIncredibleIncel]

(had a condom on)

Maybe that was the problem?

 

[loserkarthusplayer]

pls tell me which one is better and would make you cum earlier 1- Fast fapping 2- Blowjob 3- Fucking pussy I just wanna know this bro ty and also what is your size

 

[beta_max]

how old are you?

 

[ordinaryotaku]

I genuinely think I wouldn't find sex enjoyable unless I liked the girl who I'm fucking. I can care less about sex, love goes first, but women are incapable of loving any guy who isn't a Chad.

 

[NEETard]

You paid to put your dick in a woman but had a condom on so you couldnt actually feel her vagina.

 

[Adamhastor]

I just wanna know this bro ty and also what is your size

The gaydar readings are off the chart

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

I'm planning to escortmaxxing in the next months too.

Any tips?
Should I get a prime girl or a roastie?
Which is the less I can pay?

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Maybe that was the problem?

exactly, the high school and college whores chad bangs puts him in a euphoric existence

 

[Lookscel]

Cope cope cope
Coped like the pope

 

[Shin no Shi]

Maybe that was the problem?

I already know what it feels like without one in my head.

 

[loserkarthusplayer]

The gaydar readings are off the chart

I'm just gonna compare it with mine bro c'mon I ain't gay

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I already know what it feels like without one in my head.

?????????

 

[Deleted member 17984]

I genuinely think I wouldn't find sex enjoyable unless I liked the girl who I'm fucking. I can care less about sex, love goes first, but women are incapable of loving any guy who isn't a Chad.

theres a lot of studies that suggest that the emotions that create these bonds make sex better for both parties but it seems like this is always glossed over by normies who think no strings sex is better

 

[Shin no Shi]

how old are you?

think I said on a previous post I was 19 just got a month left til 20 and done this so I can check it off, and course through my 20's in peace. I'm not worried about Death now whatsoever, in fact I'm pragmatically fine since I've done what I always wanted to know what it feels like

?????????

Refer to

(I have this extreme sensory imagination where it feels like I'm in the scenario)

 

[Murdoch89]

Sex is literally shit and boring. The feeling of skin to skin was the most laughable thing I've ever experienced, and touching her tits were the most inadequate feeling ever (assumed it was going to be perceived better than I originally assumed, when creating the scenario in my head whilst jerking off(I have this extreme sensory imagination where it feels like I'm in the scenario)). The BJ was fine, though I tried to put in effort when orgasming (had a condom on), however, sticking it in was shit but I was kind of nervous. Best part about the actual sex was that I inserted my D in her V perfectly the first time, and I thought it was going to end up in her urinary hole. Done Missionary and Doggy but they were dull, since the whole session was really a shit experience. Felt better on the basis of sex being a confidence booster and slight testosterone boost (anecdotal so don't take my word for it) but I don't think I would ever be doing it again unless I find someone I'm in love with beyond physical attraction (seldomly exists). Overall, I've pretty much crossed KHHV, still blackpilled and would never depart from my brocels, and I do recommend that you guys try and escort, realising whether you think solely focusing on sex is important or not, since for me it wasn't, and I only ever want a romantic/platonic attraction (latter would never occur lmao). I can now finally focus on what I need to do now and not obsess over what sex feels like anymore.

Here's the funny part: My autism kicked in and I was being retarded through the whole session, asking irrelevant questions like her escort business.

Also I'm going to raise my standards in life right and not settle for less like I did by paying a whore. Going to gymmaxx, careermaxx and winlifemaxx in peace.

Its the fact that you had to pay for it, just I like I did

 

[KingOfRome]

I already know what it feels like without one in my head.

I raw dogged an escort once. It was several times more intense. I've also had sessions where the condom pretty much ruined the experience because it was too tight and thick. When you're using a condom, the quality of the condom matters immensely, and escorts will buy the cheapest most dogshit condoms they can.

 

[Shin no Shi]

theres a lot of studies that suggest that the emotions that create these bonds make sex better for both parties but it seems like this is always glossed over by normies who think no strings sex is better

this is true but it's only worth it if there is spark between two parties in the first place

 

[Weed]

Is your penislossus happy?

 

[Shin no Shi]

I raw dogged an escort once. It was several times more intense. I've also had sessions where the condom pretty much ruined the experience because it was too tight and thick. When you're using a condom, the quality of the condom matters immensely, and escorts will buy the cheapest most dogshit condoms they can.

I had my own since the medical service have this scheme, where young adults are allowed to get free condoms

Is your penislossus happy?

My penis is dead just like me

 

[Deleted member 17984]

this is true but it's only worth it if there is spark between two parties in the first place

Something you could flat out never get with a hooker though I suppose

 

[KingOfRome]

I had my own since the medical service have this scheme, where young adults are allowed to get free condoms

My penis is dead just like me

JFL if you think they're not passing out dogshit condoms to save money. They care about STD and birth control, not your pleasure.

 

[zachcellah]

I raw dogged an escort once. It was several times more intense. I've also had sessions where the condom pretty much ruined the experience because it was too tight and thick. When you're using a condom, the quality of the condom matters immensely, and escorts will buy the cheapest most dogshit condoms they can.

what does raw dogging feel like, other than being intense? does it feel like a fleshlight or something else?

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Joined Jan 13, 2020

how old are you?

 

[Weed]

My penis is dead just like me

Have you tried looking up her ass?

 

[Deleted member 19079]

Have you tried looking up her ass?

 

[ihaveno1]

ok greycel

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

What day of NoFap were you on when you went?

 

[Shin no Shi]

Something you could flat out never get with a hooker though I suppose

Brute force it with some hot looking sex traficked girl.

JFL if you think they're not passing out dogshit condoms to save money. They care about STD and birth control, not your pleasure.

I got three packs filled with durex. Everyone here mostly buys durex.

 

[WarriorSkull]

A really interesting post I read elsewhere was a guy talking about how much he didn't enjoy sex except for laying together in the "afterglow" following it. He described it as feeling as if he were literally absorbing non-faggot energy. Makes sense since if it wasn't a thing, masturbation would be far superior to sex outside of procreation alone.

 

[Hate_my_life]

I genuinely think I wouldn't find sex enjoyable unless I liked the girl who I'm fucking. I can care less about sex, love goes first, but women are incapable of loving any guy who isn't a Chad.

This.

I can guarantee you OPs post would have had an entirely different tone if it was with a foid who lusted for him, who wanted him to go raw and was very vocal/making eye-contact.

 

[wasted12years]

I'm envious of escort"cels". I can easily afford it but i'm too high inhib to do it. A couple of months on Nofap should help.

 

[Shin no Shi]

TBQH I felt out of place throughout the whole session. Like it was forced or something

This.

I can guarantee you OPs post would have had an entirely different tone if it was with a foid who lusted for him, who wanted him to go raw and was very vocal/making eye-contact.

Now that I think about it I would have sperged out, being confused and not knowing what the fuck is happening.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

So how much it was?

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

TBQH I felt out of place throughout the whole session. Like it was forced or something

Now that I think about it I would have sperged out, being confused and not knowing what the fuck is happening.

It started getting really weird after I nutted the first time tbh.

 

[Shin no Shi]

I'm envious of escort"cels". I can easily afford it but i'm too high inhib to do it. A couple of months on Nofap should help.

I was like you too, til I dived in and out calling/texting multiple escorts for booking. Cancelled the most that I booked due to doubt; Got rejected by few based on me being curry; and ghosted by few. I did have a booking yesterday with some Milf who did sound really nice through the phone, but she cancelled the booking since I lied to her and for me being young.

It started getting really weird after I nutted the first time tbh.

I just went autopilot

So how much it was?

£80 for 30 mins. Now I felt ripped off since I cummed quick, but at least I didn't go for the hour being £140

 

[Deleted member 23813]

Maybe that was the problem?

You paid to put your dick in a woman but had a condom on so you couldnt actually feel her vagina.

My thoughts exactly. Even normies say its light years better without a condom off. BBBJ is just a taste as to what condomless sex is like. Truecels will never get the full xp, even with escortceling.

physical intimacy without emotional intimacy is meaningless.

This. There needs to be some type of investment beyond the physical for sex to be enjoyable, otherwise you're high inhib about your performance and nervous that you're getting it on with a complete stranger despite the fact that you'll never see them again. Experience is no longer enjoyable unless it's with someone familiar that you've formed a bond with AND actually wants to do it with you (impossible for truecels).

 

[KingOfRome]

what does raw dogging feel like, other than being intense? does it feel like a fleshlight or something else?

Fleshlights are surprisingly accurate if you heat them up first.

 

[Deleted member 24166]

You most likely do suffer from low libido, since you wrote that you did not really physically enjoy the sex session and that you rather want a platonic relationship than a sexual one. Hitting the gym should help against that though. You might also take some ZMA before bedtime.

 

[Deleted member 22904]

The gaydar readings are off the chart

 

[Deleted member 19546]

physical intimacy without emotional intimacy is meaningless.

 

[Rambocel]

Thread needs a fire extinguisher warning..... I detect lots of flaming flames in the OP