Before I went to her place, I was super nervous that I wouldn't be able to get hard or cum. I had read some incel horror stories about going to whores and being too high inhib to get a boner. Also grip told me when I went I would be too nervous and all the blood would leave my penis. And I didn't have any dick pills. Also I am a based lardcel with a hideous body, but I have low inhibmaxxed enough so that part didn't bother me.
When I show up, she opens the door and I see her standing there in lingerie, and her cleavage is suuuper deep, exposing her huge breasts. They were fucking massive, I've never even seen tits this big on a white woman, only on obese black sheboons. I've never even seen girls show that much cleavage except in porn, it was crazy to actually see the shit you see in porn but irl. Instantly I am pitching a tent, which ended my fear of not being able to perform. Also the room was dimly lit so she couldn't see how red my face was. I knew it was gonna be a good time.
She gives me a kiss on the cheek and I hand over the hundred bucks. We then start to undress and she motions me to the bed. Before I get on I make sure to get a full real kiss from her. That was my first kiss. Then I lay down on the bed and she puts lube on her tits and rubs herself on my dick. It was then I made a mistake, because I wanted to suck her nipples and it tasted like lube
she also sucked them and didn't seem to mind it. I played with her tits but they were so big I didn't know what to do with them. I couldnt grab one with one hand because it would just spill out, they were that big. I liked squeezing them though. Then she put a condom on me and blew me. I couldn't feel shit because of the condom. Then she got on top of me and rode me. I held my hands on her hips as she grinded on me and her big tits clapped in my face. Then we switched positions and I fucked her missionary. Her big tits were bouncing so much as I humped her and she leg locked me. Tbh I couldn't feel shit from sex, probably because of the condom. Also my motion felt awkward and it felt like my dick was at an awkward angle. Finally I laid back down and she jerked me off until I came, with her big tits resting on my balls and legs. She deathgripped me hard, I thought I was a deathgripper but this was so hard it almost hurt. I hadn't fapped for two weeks so when I came I shot ropes, but it was mostly on my chest because my dick was pointed towards me, which was lame. Then I showered and bounced.
The whole time it was just surreal. Foids have always been unobtainable and I never thought I would know the pleasures of a female's body. I couldn't believe it. Also, while I was fucking her, all my anxiety was just gone. It must be some animal instinct thing because I was just 100% zoned in on sex. Afterwards I was so pumped that I was able to perform in the big moment and lose my virginity, what an amazing feeling. It feels so good to be a red blooded male confident in his own sexual prowess. It's helping me with my own self worth too. When I see "stacys" I know that I have fucked foids who titmog them. When I see normies, I know I have fucked foids hotter than the foids they fuck. Now they don't seem so high and mighty sitting in their ivory tower. It's like paying for sex is the cheat code that allows you to transcend from subhuman to God mode. However, the second time I fucked it lacked the magic and just felt ok. So I'd recommend even if you don't want to get into this hobby, just fuck at least once just to see what it's like.