BlackLowLtn
Mr. Loverman - BlackCommander of the Fourth Reich
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I'm not sure how anyone cope with life, everything feels so fucking absurd in every sense of the term. I find no value in anything anymore, utter loneliness, rubbish, scum trash that's all that describes me. I hate everything and anything...
I don't like talking to people irl either because of how fake they all seem; not because of them being some way "npcs" or something, but genuinely artificial.
All their mannerisms seem so stage, it's all so clear that they are putting on a show for others rather than staying true to themselves, how am I supposed to connect with someone like that? It's tiring, I don't understand people at all, genuinely don't, I am too autistic in the literal diagnosed sense it stresses me out.
I'm gonna cry...
I don't like talking to people irl either because of how fake they all seem; not because of them being some way "npcs" or something, but genuinely artificial.
All their mannerisms seem so stage, it's all so clear that they are putting on a show for others rather than staying true to themselves, how am I supposed to connect with someone like that? It's tiring, I don't understand people at all, genuinely don't, I am too autistic in the literal diagnosed sense it stresses me out.
I'm gonna cry...
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