Won't change the fact that I'm a 5'5'' ugly ethnic male, also a lot of BS that you have to do just to survive in college made me insane. That was the level that made me decide not to do a PhD.
Seeing u/throwaway50950341's suicide in MS further supported that decision to NOT do a PhD cause it will be more stressful. (I don't want anymore GPA stress because I have problems with the GPA system and two college making exam curves making professors doing it as hard as possible, I don't want anymore of this shit)
Yeah I just wish my depression will get better, but knowing the blackpill it's a permanent condition. I can only cope with video games and movies and wine.
throwaway50950341 wasn't joking when STEM is fucking stressful; I get all As in high school and these grades were NOTHING in college; everyone gets all As. A sub3 GPA will easily put you dead last, see how tough the competition is.
Now at 22, I've see people from top universities in TW still be virgins/no GF in 36 - that was unimaginable by my 18-year-old self. (I was virgin back then obviously and just being a good studycuck). Seeing the blackpill almost woke me up also about why was I so miserable over the last decade - the only joy I had was the good grades I got in school. But now I don't have the joy of even that - just pain.
I discovered Martyros's videos in college and realized the truth. "the only thing that matters in life is your looks and your IQ". Yeah these guys are not joking about STEM being hard and sometimes, not even becoming a doctor can guarantee you a GF
PTT confirming the same thing as the blackpill and casual statistic (i'm a physics major you know, statistics is the easy part of math) and doing Wilkes McDermid's experiment only proved them right.
Sure, Taiwan is full of AMAFs - but there's a twist, I ocassionally see the WMAF. I hear the news of people's GF getting cucked by the white man.
Seeing u/throwaway50950341's suicide in MS further supported that decision to NOT do a PhD cause it will be more stressful. (I don't want anymore GPA stress because I have problems with the GPA system and two college making exam curves making professors doing it as hard as possible, I don't want anymore of this shit)
Yeah I just wish my depression will get better, but knowing the blackpill it's a permanent condition. I can only cope with video games and movies and wine.
throwaway50950341 wasn't joking when STEM is fucking stressful; I get all As in high school and these grades were NOTHING in college; everyone gets all As. A sub3 GPA will easily put you dead last, see how tough the competition is.
Now at 22, I've see people from top universities in TW still be virgins/no GF in 36 - that was unimaginable by my 18-year-old self. (I was virgin back then obviously and just being a good studycuck). Seeing the blackpill almost woke me up also about why was I so miserable over the last decade - the only joy I had was the good grades I got in school. But now I don't have the joy of even that - just pain.
I discovered Martyros's videos in college and realized the truth. "the only thing that matters in life is your looks and your IQ". Yeah these guys are not joking about STEM being hard and sometimes, not even becoming a doctor can guarantee you a GF
PTT confirming the same thing as the blackpill and casual statistic (i'm a physics major you know, statistics is the easy part of math) and doing Wilkes McDermid's experiment only proved them right.
Sure, Taiwan is full of AMAFs - but there's a twist, I ocassionally see the WMAF. I hear the news of people's GF getting cucked by the white man.
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