Venting Loneliness is killing me harder than ever.

[pwnedcel]

Does it ever get better? I’m 20, 5’7, head shaped like an egg, failed in college/uni haven’t ever been in friendship other than elementary (no longer know their names even) which none of were girls and were all just useless normies that never had any benefits to my life.

Of course I know that it could get worse but I just would want to hear from someone who had it worse or can relate. I come from an abusive household, all my siblings are self-centered and genuinely hate dealing with them. my biological mother and father abused me since I was born, and I still go through more trauma due to them. Everytime I make the effort to cope better nothing works. My whole family I’m pretty sure is just red-pilled. I’ve been living like a loser for so long and feel like killing myself every minute. I’m loosing my sanity every minute, I’m trying to control myself by uselessly scrolling on social media. I want to stop being addicted to it, but I have no other alternative. Games and music don’t hit like they used to, I barely cry only when someone hurts me enough to make me cry. I have too many mental issues, ADHD, Depression, Social Anxiety, insomnia, even more I can list. But I just need some advice. Anything will help, and thank you for whoever reads this.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

I also have many mental illnesses and only have had male friends in the past. Do you think I should go to college? And no it doesn’t get better unless you find better copes.

 

[FuckYou]

Does it ever get better?

No, not really.

 

[pwnedcel]

I also have many mental illnesses and only have had male friends in the past. Do you think I should go to college? And no it doesn’t get better unless you find better copes.

At least you’re honest so I appreciate that at the least. And no, college isn’t any better than what you probably had in high school. just think of it like HS on steroids.

 

[pwnedcel]

No, not really.

Thanks for the honesty man. It goes a long way.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

At least you’re honest so I appreciate that at the least. And no, college isn’t any better than what you probably had in high school. just think of it like HS on steroids.

I probably won’t go then.

 

[FuckYou]

Thanks for the honesty man. It goes a long way.

No problem.

 

[pwnedcel]

I probably won’t go then.

That’s a good decision.

 

[antisocialcel]

music don’t hit like they used to

Have you ever tried drinking something and listening

 

[aryanmikmaq]

That’s a good decision.

I don’t wanna see happy couples while I’m all alone and be excluded from social events.

 

[pwnedcel]

Have you ever tried drinking something and listening

no not yet really. my dad that I live with would kick me into the streets if I did

 

[pwnedcel]

I don’t wanna see happy couples while I’m all alone and be excluded from social events.

Hence why LDARing is best solution to cope. I absolutely hated seeing that in college.

 

[Esoteric7]

failed in college/uni

Do you have a job? Or try again if you can and back to university but make sure it's not a meme degree. If you do, choose a practical field with clear job prospects (trades, tech, science, etc.) rather than something theoretical with poor ROI. If not focus on gaining skills through certifications, apprenticeships, or entry-level work.

haven’t ever been in friendship

you can use this forum of forming friends with strangers on the internet. Just make regular posts/threads

all my siblings are self-centered and genuinely hate dealing with them. my biological mother and father abused me since I was born, and I still go through more trauma due to them

Make a priority to moved out ASAP. save whatever money you have right now, research affordable housing options, if it gets really bad look for community resources for support that help people escape abusive environments.

I’ve been living like a loser for so long and feel like killing myself every minute. I’m loosing my sanity every minute

You can offset this by taking care of things within your control: consistent sleep, whole foods (avoid processed junk), sunlight, and daily movement like short walk helps.

I’m trying to control myself by uselessly scrolling on social media. I want to stop being addicted to it, but I have no other alternative

Social media addiction often comes from boredom . Use app blockers (like Freedom or Cold Turkey) that lock you out and limit access. replace the habit with something meaningful like reading, learning a skill, or working toward a goal

Games and music don’t hit like they used to,

Games and music are distraction hobbies. If you find them boring it’s a sign that you need purpose more than distraction. you need to WORK. it can be any kind of work: Focus on meaningful work: a project, or a personal goal. Start small: set a daily task, accomplish it, and build from there. As you regain a sense of productivity, you'll find those leisure activities like games and music become enjoyable again

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

Does it ever get better? I’m 20, 5’7, head shaped like an egg, failed in college/uni haven’t ever been in friendship other than elementary (no longer know their names even) which none of were girls and were all just useless normies that never had any benefits to my life.

And you mog me. I never went to college, I even quit highschool when i was 14. My face is not just "shaped like an egg'', i have a deformity on my teeth (big overjet, overbiite and lower teeth deformity idk the name). I'm 5'7 as well, but I'm ND.

haven’t ever been in friendship other than elementary

you had ffriends in elementary, i never had friends in my entiire life.

I get brutally mogged even on incels.is

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

you can use this forum of forming friends with strangers on the internet. Just make regular posts/threads

juuuuuuuuuuuust make reeegular poooooosts bro!

 

[pwnedcel]

Do you have a job? Or try again if you can and back to university but make sure it's not a meme degree. If you do, choose a practical field with clear job prospects (trades, tech, science, etc.) rather than something theoretical with poor ROI. If not focus on gaining skills through certifications, apprenticeships, or entry-level work.

my dumbass couldn’t figure shit and I decided to think I could do entrepreneuring. I could try to go back and go into tech, but I wouldn’t want to be associated with ITcucks. But otherwise I see where you coming from.

you can use this forum of forming friends with strangers on the internet. Just make regular posts/threads

alright, will do. is there a specific way it should be done? like a quality post?

Make a priority to moved out ASAP. save whatever money you have right now, research affordable housing options

wouldn’t that make the loneliness worse? just seems like that would add more gas to the fire I’m in already.

You can offset this by taking care of things within your control: consistent sleep, whole foods (avoid processed junk), sunlight, and daily movement like short walk helps.

sounds like normie shit but alright I’ll try.

Social media addiction often comes from boredom . Use app blockers

will do. thanks for that advice.

If you find them boring it’s a sign that you need purpose more than distraction. you need to WORK.

im a lazing fucktard, plus the minute I make moves my whole Fuckass family wants to be in my business and try to “help”. I guess the goal otherwise is to get out of this abusive household.

 

[pwnedcel]

My face is not just "shaped like an egg'', i have a deformity on my teeth (big overjet, overbiite and lower teeth deformity idk the name). I'm 5'7 as well, but I'm ND.

I do have horrible teeth as well. I don’t think just for that I’ve mogged you. Maybe in the past yes. But right now, not at all.

you had ffriends in elementary, i never had friends in my entiire life.

it’s more of they were just normie classmates. i moved out from that elementary, went to middle school for a year alone with no friends. Then I moved to online HS.

I get brutally mogged

i apologize in advance if it made you feel a certain way, I see you almost the same as me brocel.

 

[pwnedcel]

juuuuuuuuuuuust make reeegular poooooosts bro!

sure thing! thanks man

 

[VλREN]

View: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/eItuE5FY_CI

 

[iloveporn]

maybe it will get better, maybe itll get worse. sometimes it gets worse before it gets better, and sometimes it gets better before it gets way worse... i feel your pain brother.

when i was on my last leg i resorted to drinking and drugs.

that didnt work.

then i was eventually forced by the state to undego a psych evaluation (i attempted suicide) i gave it my all to therapy and now im on depression/adhd meds. im not happy, im just permanently in a neutral state. which is much better than always being depressed asf. so meds arent really for everyone, but they are my cope. without them id be dead by now 100%

 

[pwnedcel]

View: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/eItuE5FY_CI

 

[pwnedcel]

maybe it will get better, maybe itll get worse. sometimes it gets worse before it gets better, and sometimes it gets better before it gets way worse... i feel your pain brother.

when i was on my last leg i resorted to drinking and drugs.

that didnt work.

then i was eventually forced by the state to undego a psych evaluation (i attempted suicide) i gave it my all to therapy and now im on depression/adhd meds. im not happy, im just permanently in a neutral state. which is much better than always being depressed asf. so meds arent really for everyone, but they are my cope. without them id be dead by now 100%

i love the way you worded the first sentence. It does almost feel like a loop when it happens

im really sorry to hear that my man. truly you are the one to still be alive even though its just meds that is saving you. i considered drinking and drugs before, i tried to do suicide by pain killers which obviously didn’t work no matter how much I took. Just cooked my kidneys now and all I feel is pain now. I also was given the chance to use meds for my mental issues, but denied it since I thought there was hope for me. maybe I’ll ask.

im happy that your coping well or better than before my brother. your the man

 

[iloveporn]

i love the way you worded the first sentence. It does almost feel like a loop when it happens

im really sorry to hear that my man. truly you are the one to still be alive even though its just meds that is saving you. i considered drinking and drugs before, i tried to do suicide by pain killers which obviously didn’t work no matter how much I took. Just cooked my kidneys now and all I feel is pain now. I also was given the chance to use meds for my mental issues, but denied it since I thought there was hope for me. maybe I’ll ask.

im happy that your coping well or better than before my brother. your the man

<3

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

it’s more of they were just normie classmates. i moved out from that elementary, went to middle school for a year alone with no friends. Then I moved to online HS

I don't know mate but i don't call some random classmates my friends without a purpose. What kind of relationship you had with them?

 

[SupremeSaint]

Does it ever get better?

No

 

[pwnedcel]

I don't know mate but i don't call some random classmates my friends without a purpose. What kind of relationship you had with them?

It’s a misunderstanding on my end, I thought just playing or talking with childhood classmates would make them your “friend”. sorry in advance for saying that wrong

No

good to know, nice death avi btw

 

[SupremeSaint]

good to know, nice death avi btw

Thanks

 

[pwnedcel]

Thanks

No problem

 

[LeonTheSilent]

Does it ever get better? I’m 20, 5’7, head shaped like an egg, failed in college/uni haven’t ever been in friendship other than elementary (no longer know their names even) which none of were girls and were all just useless normies that never had any benefits to my life.

Of course I know that it could get worse but I just would want to hear from someone who had it worse or can relate. I come from an abusive household, all my siblings are self-centered and genuinely hate dealing with them. my biological mother and father abused me since I was born, and I still go through more trauma due to them. Everytime I make the effort to cope better nothing works. My whole family I’m pretty sure is just red-pilled. I’ve been living like a loser for so long and feel like killing myself every minute. I’m loosing my sanity every minute, I’m trying to control myself by uselessly scrolling on social media. I want to stop being addicted to it, but I have no other alternative. Games and music don’t hit like they used to, I barely cry only when someone hurts me enough to make me cry. I have too many mental issues, ADHD, Depression, Social Anxiety, insomnia, even more I can list. But I just need some advice. Anything will help, and thank you for whoever reads this.

As someone older that went through college, i would say that it doesn´t get better in a general way but you will start to understand your pain over time. I also have no friends but it doesn´t bother me because i went through a whole life unable to be attached to basically anyone. Here are some things that may help:

Gym - helps with confidence and mental + phisycal health
Try college again - ( i don´t know in what level you failed ) and use it to get the best job you can, money change the life´s game if you know how to rule over it.
Eat better - Freash food, avoiding sugar and ultra-processed. What you consume changes how you feel.
Try to exchange the phone with books - Even mangas if you prefer. Social networks are designed to make your anxiety worse while also get you addicted to it.

And what for me helps the most: PRAY. As Tyler Durden Said "Our battle is spiritual". In a world full of depravity, seeking for salvation through The Lord Jesus Crist will give you the strength you need.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF DUDE. DON´T LET THIS WORLD WIN.

 

[Pikacel]

As someone older that went through college, i would say that it doesn´t get better in a general way but you will start to understand your pain over time. I also have no friends but it doesn´t bother me because i went through a whole life unable to be attached to basically anyone. Here are some things that may help:

Gym - helps with confidence and mental + phisycal health
Try college again - ( i don´t know in what level you failed ) and use it to get the best job you can, money change the life´s game if you know how to rule over it.
Eat better - Freash food, avoiding sugar and ultra-processed. What you consume changes how you feel.
Try to exchange the phone with books - Even mangas if you prefer. Social networks are designed to make your anxiety worse while also get you addicted to it.

And what for me helps the most: PRAY. As Tyler Durden Said "Our battle is spiritual". In a world full of depravity, seeking for salvation through The Lord Jesus Crist will give you the strength you need.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF DUDE. DON´T LET THIS WORLD WIN.

As someone older that went through college, i would say that it doesn´t get better in a general way but you will start to understand your pain over time. I also have no friends but it doesn´t bother me because i went through a whole life unable to be attached to basically anyone. Here are some things that may help:

Gym - helps with confidence and mental + phisycal health
Try college again - ( i don´t know in what level you failed ) and use it to get the best job you can, money change the life´s game if you know how to rule over it.
Eat better - Freash food, avoiding sugar and ultra-processed. What you consume changes how you feel.
Try to exchange the phone with books - Even mangas if you prefer. Social networks are designed to make your anxiety worse while also get you addicted to it.

And what for me helps the most: PRAY. As Tyler Durden Said "Our battle is spiritual". In a world full of depravity, seeking for salvation through The Lord Jesus Crist will give you the strength you need.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF DUDE. DON´T LET THIS WORLD WIN.

^^^

Don’t let the scum n*rmies and holes win

 

[lnceI]

Same man