Venting Likely Going Into A Mental Hospital Starting Tomorrow

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

So around 2-3 weeks ago after my Mother had another meltdown on me after I was justifiably mentally fucked up about a bunch of family/friends, I had gotten a Grief Counselor (basically a therapist on coping with dead family/friends and other severe circumstances involving others). My ‘counselor’ is some early/mid 20-ish white blonde female that looks like this is her first time ever doing any counseling. She’s said the most surface-line ‘blah blah blah’ sympathy that hasn’t addressed anything, and tried to relate to depression that are caused by astronomically less severe factors relative to me—she hasn’t actually delved into any sort of coping mechanism and instead used a bunch of fluffy friendly words like some considerate paid pal.

So basically i’m just done with this bullshit and i’m just going to go up to her (i think our next meeting is around 2PM~ish tomorrow) and just tell her i’m ready to kill myself to be thrown in a mental hospital and see what it’s really like to be in there. I’m part-way genuine when I say i’ve been considering suicide multiple times in manic states and pondered around violence in general (also fumed by my Mother once again having a meltdown and threatening to kick me out of her house last week), but I still have no urge to legitimately end my life or harm anybody; so i’m just going to try and use the most convincing words to convince her that’s i’m on the brink of KMS.

I’ve heard most of everybody say a Mental Hospital is almost like a mini-vacation, except it’s kinda almost exactly like prison but they drug you up to make you think it’s amazing and nurses to irregularly help cope with. I think i’m willing to go into one for a couple of days to at the very least experiment, maybe even simply see if it even slightly benefits me in anyway whatsoever and document what i’ve gone through on here.

It’ll take an extreme change of heart or seriously convincing to tell me not to be discharged into a mental hospital within the next 24 hours.

 

[VanGobbel]

damn its so over

 

[literallyretarded]

brutal my mom wanted to do this to me one time

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

brutal my mom wanted to do this to me one time

The weird thing is that my Mom was the main one that spearheaded this idea a bit ago, but decided apparently not to and to just recommend me a doctor. But I really lost a lot of trust in her just seeing her outbursts upon me.

At this point i’m too deep into the rabbit hole to opt out.

 

[literallyretarded]

The weird thing is that my Mom was the main one that spearheaded this idea a bit ago, but decided apparently not to and to just recommend me a doctor. But I really lost a lot of trust in her just seeing her outbursts upon me.

At this point i’m too deep into the rabbit hole to opt out.

do they let you have access to tv laptop ect

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

do they let you have access to tv laptop ect

As far as i’m aware, they confiscate all personal electronics once you enter for Mental Hospitals in the U.S at least for privacy and I guess fuming suicidal tendencies, and don’t give you anything except access to their phone to call someone, at least i’ve heard?

I heard stories of mounted TV’s in the facilities everybody can use during breaks or something.

 

[literallyretarded]

As far as i’m aware, they confiscate all personal electronics once you enter for Mental Hospitals in the U.S at least for privacy and I guess fuming suicidal tendencies, and don’t give you anything except access to their phone to call someone, at least i’ve heard?

I heard stories of mounted TV’s in the facilities everybody can use during breaks or something.

bruh then what the fuck are you supposed to do all day cant even goon twin maybe you could rape one the nurses in gta and say you were having a pshocatic episode or smth.

 

[earming]

wardmaxxing might work, because i have 4 online friends who got sectioned and went to the psychiatric ward, and they ALL managed to make friends there, and ALL of them got attention from the opposite sex from mentally ill foids. wardmaxxing might be legit. i don't want to try it becuase i don't want any rights revoked from me. but i doubt going to the ward will help you become more sane and feel better. it's just a preventative measure to stop you from being a public nuisance.

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

UPDATE: just did more research and learned that discharge is extremely unlikely on weekends since they operate on Business Days. And since it’s already Wednesday and I believe the minimum voluntary stay is 72 hours, most likely by the time I would get around to leaving, it would be the weekend and my discharge would be delayed until Monday.

So i’m just going to suffer for the rest of this week and immediate schedule my next meeting on Monday so I can go at the beginning of a business-week and get out in a timely manner delay-free.

Pretty unfortunate, but the universe works its own ways.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

As far as i’m aware, they confiscate all personal electronics once you enter for Mental Hospitals in the U.S at least for privacy and I guess fuming suicidal tendencies, and don’t give you anything except access to their phone to call someone, at least i’ve heard?

I heard stories of mounted TV’s in the facilities everybody can use during breaks or something.

Yep, fits with my experience in US mental hospital. No Internet access, not even your own phone, but there were a few TVs around. So, boredom does become a hurdle. They give you some activities to do, and brief times playing sports or whatever.

If you don't have to pay for mental hospital, it's not a bad deal. I'd even suggest it if you're in a position where you're worn out and need a break. You're fed, given shelter, have all your shit taken care of.

But, the biggest positive is the setting is the closest you'll ever get to evening the field for males and females. Females will actually be nice to you and treat you humanly! Don't expect it to last, it's back to cruel reality the second she steps back in simp feminist society, but this was lifefuel when I was there.

 

[shitciety]

Good luck

 

[ihatelife2]

Wow. Good luck. Sorry for your loss.

 

[Dollfucker]

As far as i’m aware, they confiscate all personal electronics once you enter for Mental Hospitals in the U.S at least for privacy and I guess fuming suicidal tendencies, and don’t give you anything except access to their phone to call someone, at least i’ve heard?

I heard stories of mounted TV’s in the facilities everybody can use during breaks or something.

I been at the mental hospitals twice they take all your shit so your gonna be super bored because the only thing to do there is theRapy groups, play uno, and watch tv and they always pick a shitty shows a GrAYs anatomy. My entertainment was trying to ascend with the foids there and it didnt work eventually they told me to stop talking to them. You are gonna have a real shitty time unless you get cool people in there luckily there was for me but its a gamble, You will see people freak out and stuff which is fun to watch the staff tackles them to the ground and shit