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I hate my life so much,i am 18 yrs old,etnic in a white doninated country.i never had a gf and wont have in the near future,my only trait is that i am tall but i am extremly ugly,i spend my life playing videos games 12 hrs a day and doomscrolling,i should focus on my studying instead but i hate doing that,i dont have any goals,i just have 1 dream of having a gf,thats it,i hate being like this,and i know i will never have if i dont do anything about it(surgery)but i dont really know what to do,i am so tired of this life,i see my "friend" having a normal life is so annoying and frustrating,i am extremly jelous,i wish i was like them.
