Venting Life is unbearable.

[SeetheBot9000]

None of my copes give me even the slightest happiness anymore.
I have no willpower or energy and getting up in the morning is a struggle.
Every day my mother is nagging me to get wageslave hell job even though I am useless and introverted and hate being around people especially in a professional context.
I have to start contributing to the rent so we don't end up homeless.
I'm starting to become easily irritated and resent everyone around me and have to restrain myself so I don't lash out at people. I am sick of even the company of my parents most days and have no way to get away from them so I can just rot in peace.
As an incel I am one of the most despised people in soyciety but I despise normalfags even more. I live in a city so I can't just go into a field or woods somewhere away from people and be at peace.
I am a disappointment to all my friends and family, a jobless NEET incel with nothing going on in my life. And I hate that I was born just to have to live up to people's standards. I never asked for it and I would be better off not existing, but I can't an hero either because I don't want to devastate my mother and I am cursed with the fear of death that biological organisms evolved to have.
I am getting older every day and it only gets worse.

I will never understand how people believe there is an all-powerful, kind and loving God, because why the fuck would this be life if there was?

 

[Sneir]

None of my copes give me even the slightest happiness anymore.
I have no willpower or energy and getting up in the morning is a struggle.
Every day my mother is nagging me to get wageslave hell job even though I am useless and introverted and hate being around people especially in a professional context.
I have to start contributing to the rent so we don't end up homeless.
I'm starting to become easily irritated and resent everyone around me and have to restrain myself so I don't lash out at people. I am sick of even the company of my parents most days and have no way to get away from them so I can just rot in peace.
As an incel I am one of the most despised people in soyciety but I despise normalfags even more. I live in a city so I can't just go into a field or woods somewhere away from people and be at peace.
I am a disappointment to all my friends and family, a jobless NEET incel with nothing going on in my life. And I hate that I was born just to have to live up to people's standards. I never asked for it and I would be better off not existing, but I can't an hero either because I don't want to devastate my mother and I am cursed with the fear of death that biological organisms evolved to have.
I am getting older every day and it only gets worse.

I will never understand how people believe there is an all-powerful, kind and loving God, because why the fuck would this be life if there was?

ARE YOU A PEDOPHILE OR NIGGER!? (IN VIDEO GAME)

 

[Dokes]

Yes life can be so cruel for so many of us born as a sacrifical lamb for world full evil

 

[PLA1092]

Brutal, your only hope is going back to school and studymaxxing if you don't have a degree; you'll just keep transforming into even more of a husk if the cycle of rotting continues.

 

[Puppeter]

Life is hell

 

[SeetheBot9000]

Brutal, your only hope is going back to school and studymaxxing if you don't have a degree; you'll just keep transforming into even more of a husk if the cycle of rotting continues.

Yes, I will either go back to college or get an apprenticeship or something. I no longer have the option of rotting and as you say, I will only become more depressed if I rot forever. Still, the thought of wageslaving doesn't fill me with joy either.

 

[Doomer Guy]

Life is hell