SuicideFuel life is so painful

[InternalJizzz]

i’m having a pretty bad depressive episode recently and can’t relapse, i try to cope via gymaxxing or playing vidya but the weight sinks into me and i fall back into it, I have a desire to rope myself.

it’s over

 

[Moroccancel]

Never rope. Alwaya do something worse.

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

aha
You probably mog me so kill yourself and as soon as possible you fucking mogger.

 

[light]

Never rope. Alwaya do something worse.

like what? rotting?

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

like what? rotting?

pew pew

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

like what? rotting?

 

[PrototypeCel]

pew pew

honestly life fucked us and continues to do so but i just dont have the energy (in counterstrike 2)

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Life is a depression novel of black comedy where i am the fucking living joke being mocked

 

[InternalJizzz]

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ER did nothin wrong.

 

[mentalcel666]

i’m having a pretty bad depressive episode recently and can’t relapse, i try to cope via gymaxxing or playing vidya but the weight sinks into me and i fall back into it, I have a desire to rope myself or do something worse.

it’s over

what about trying new things?

i recently purchased a compass, now bought a geiger counter to search for unexplained phenomena and UFOs (havent started yet, but the possibility is there)

or learning a language?

duolingo can be fun, and it is a real challenge to learn a complete new writing system like japanese or cyrillic

imagine what the future can hold, if you learn ukrainian or russian you might be able to find a partner from the east

 

[InternalJizzz]

what about trying new things?

i recently purchased a compass, now bought a geiger counter to search for unexplained phenomena and UFOs (havent started yet, but the possibility is there)

or learning a language?

duolingo can be fun, and it is a real challenge to learn a complete new writing system like japanese or cyrillic

imagine what the future can hold, if you learn ukrainian or russian you might be able to find a partner from the east

I speak english and spanish but would like to german (ancestry) it’s a good idea and i’ll give it a try again, duolingo is kind of a shitty app for it no?

i’ve been getting into guns, I have a revolver and recently got a bolt action rifle as well but there’s no place to shoot + ammo is surprisingly expensive.

 

[mentalcel666]

I speak english and spanish but would like to german (ancestry) it’s a good idea and i’ll give it a try again, duolingo is kind of a shitty app for it no?

i’ve been getting into guns, I have a revolver and recently got a bolt action rifle as well but there’s no place to shoot + ammo is surprisingly expensive.

duolingo is great, but i have the paid version,

i think for free there is only a limited amount of lessons you can do in a day.

deutsch macht spass, aber ist schwierig zu lernen

guns can be fun, have you tried airsoft guns before? might be cheaper and then you could also sozialice and go to airsoft events