E
Even the music isn't enough anymore to cope, I don't remember when I was the last time happy, maybe in my childhood when I was naive and not knowing the all shit now I faced and still going through hell. I have no longer desire for this life, it just sucks and humans are like animals, well they are...most of them ,many times I feel like we are still in stone age because of violence, domination, sociopathic behaviours, narcissism, territorial, fighting for a woman etc... **** bullies ,especially women **** hyenas .Only attractive people can have a happy life, a true fucking happiness. Everytime I see a couple when I go out by myself to chill, I feel rage and disgusted because that's always remind me it's something that I will never have. Some girls may find me like an average just few, and most girls find me like a sub 5 and that's it, it's over.
