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Do you guys feel the same way I do?
I'm too wide awake to rest and too tired to start anything (video games, projects of any kind—making money, training properly—interacting with other people—I've been alone for so long that I slur my speech and can't form long sentences; I sound like I have a mental disability). It's like everything has lost its meaning for me; I have no willpower. Most of the time I wander around my house, overthinking Jesus Christ, everything I do wrong, everything I didn't do right, and I always fall into the same traps. I also think about what's going to become of my life; I'm simply paralyzed.
Im trying to do some hobbie and i cant
Going for a walk has lost its meaning for me.
I am slowly rotting away
Today I went to the gym and wanted to get my water bottle, which was right behind a guy, and he started a conversation and made a comment about how I look like an older man with kids and how strong I am. How is that possible when I'm only 24? I'm getting so fed up.
I'm too wide awake to rest and too tired to start anything (video games, projects of any kind—making money, training properly—interacting with other people—I've been alone for so long that I slur my speech and can't form long sentences; I sound like I have a mental disability). It's like everything has lost its meaning for me; I have no willpower. Most of the time I wander around my house, overthinking Jesus Christ, everything I do wrong, everything I didn't do right, and I always fall into the same traps. I also think about what's going to become of my life; I'm simply paralyzed.
Im trying to do some hobbie and i cant
Going for a walk has lost its meaning for me.
I am slowly rotting away
Today I went to the gym and wanted to get my water bottle, which was right behind a guy, and he started a conversation and made a comment about how I look like an older man with kids and how strong I am. How is that possible when I'm only 24? I'm getting so fed up.
