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This guy I knew in the 90s was born in 1955. He was a record/LP dealer when I knew him. About 5ft 0 - greasy brown hair that looked like he washed it once in 10years - the smallest eyes I have ever seen on a human being - small chin, snub nose and thin lips. He wore the same clothes every time I saw him - dirty brown trousers, a threadbare raincoat and a pair badly worn shoes. He always seemed to walk around with a dirty old carrier bag. never seemed to wash and did smell strongly. he lived in a house stacked high with records - there was no room to move. He was pleasant enough - I'm certain though he never had any romantic interest in his life.
But it strikes me now - looking back - he was probably going through what a lot of you guys are right now in your late teens, early 20s - realising there would be no proper adult life - he was not made for such pleasures and he knew it - and hence he sank into his hobbies and work.
I lost touch with him and only a few days ago decided to try and get in touch with him.
Dead!
Yes - it seems he developed an interest in a popular muscial transcription software to such an extent he offered his expertise to online users, answering forum questions etc. He actually died in hospital and his last words were not to anyone who loved him - a wife, child brother or sister, mum or dad - his last words were to forum users asking questions about this software.
I found that very sad - that the only family of this unknown incel was a group of users on an internet forum.
Hope anyone who reads this fares better.
But it strikes me now - looking back - he was probably going through what a lot of you guys are right now in your late teens, early 20s - realising there would be no proper adult life - he was not made for such pleasures and he knew it - and hence he sank into his hobbies and work.
I lost touch with him and only a few days ago decided to try and get in touch with him.
Dead!
Yes - it seems he developed an interest in a popular muscial transcription software to such an extent he offered his expertise to online users, answering forum questions etc. He actually died in hospital and his last words were not to anyone who loved him - a wife, child brother or sister, mum or dad - his last words were to forum users asking questions about this software.
I found that very sad - that the only family of this unknown incel was a group of users on an internet forum.
Hope anyone who reads this fares better.
