I was cleaning out stuff from my room earlier since I’m an expert ldarmaxxer but I decided I need some extra space so I found opened up my old storage container to the side of my bed. I’m getting rid of the clothes that I don’t need anymore, giving them anyway etc and I found my old book bag that I used from elementary to middle school and opened it upside down. Super hero Comic books that I used to make fell out and then a poem that I wrote for a girl fell out.
I didn’t read the poem but I knew it was the poem that I wrote because I am a bad handwriting cel and the neatest thing I ever wrote was that poem.
I’m posting on a site for online virgins so you already know where I ended up.
I got mad and tore up the poem before looking at some of the work that I did before looking at the drawings that I made when I was bored.
most of the drawings consisted of characters from the Sonic series but I found one particular wing in the bad that intrigued me.
It was a Naruto drawing, I don’t recall ever drawing Naruto since I’m just average at drawing, I flipped the paper on the otherside before seeing that I actually did draw it but got help from a friend because I saw “drawn by BJRGAMINGGOD on there and X”
“X” was literally my first best friend, Indian, literally used to come to my house and play L4D on the Xbox almost every Saturday, I don’t remember how but I lost contact with him along the way.
Even though middle school was at the height of my bullying, where people spat on me, jumped me atleast once a week, and pelted me with rocks when the teachers where looking or just plain didn’t fucking care, I was still one of happiest kids around, I still smiled. I was considered gifted and placed in programs, always made first place for any history or science projects, what. Went wrong?
I haven’t had tears in a long time, I feel so fucking old and defeated now, I wonder how would the younger BJRGAMINGGOD in middle school react if I told him that it’s fucking over.
No one understands my situation, not even my mom or dad since they are dumb and bluepilled and let some dude who wasn’t even my doctor, had me committed to an mental hospital For a week because I refused to take his shitty jew pills.
I tried talking to my dad about my problems but he’s in the middle of blue and Redpilled and thinks that game works when your 5’3, balding and not even out of high school yet. He told me that I used to be so happy and the internet corrupted my mind because game “trumps” all and one day I will “wake up” to his truth. I told him he’s just making claims so I just send him weekly Blackpill studies over SMS that I know that he refuses to read because he refuses to acknowledge that he and my mother had a part in why I’m so miserable. He said that anything I read on the internet is false and he told me when a girl says no she means yes. He told me that game will make a girl who is not attracted to you attracted regardless of looks and I shut him up with this question.
“If a gay man uses game on you even if your straight do you become attracted to him?”
I didn’t read the poem but I knew it was the poem that I wrote because I am a bad handwriting cel and the neatest thing I ever wrote was that poem.
I’m posting on a site for online virgins so you already know where I ended up.
I got mad and tore up the poem before looking at some of the work that I did before looking at the drawings that I made when I was bored.
most of the drawings consisted of characters from the Sonic series but I found one particular wing in the bad that intrigued me.
It was a Naruto drawing, I don’t recall ever drawing Naruto since I’m just average at drawing, I flipped the paper on the otherside before seeing that I actually did draw it but got help from a friend because I saw “drawn by BJRGAMINGGOD on there and X”
“X” was literally my first best friend, Indian, literally used to come to my house and play L4D on the Xbox almost every Saturday, I don’t remember how but I lost contact with him along the way.
Even though middle school was at the height of my bullying, where people spat on me, jumped me atleast once a week, and pelted me with rocks when the teachers where looking or just plain didn’t fucking care, I was still one of happiest kids around, I still smiled. I was considered gifted and placed in programs, always made first place for any history or science projects, what. Went wrong?
I haven’t had tears in a long time, I feel so fucking old and defeated now, I wonder how would the younger BJRGAMINGGOD in middle school react if I told him that it’s fucking over.
No one understands my situation, not even my mom or dad since they are dumb and bluepilled and let some dude who wasn’t even my doctor, had me committed to an mental hospital For a week because I refused to take his shitty jew pills.
I tried talking to my dad about my problems but he’s in the middle of blue and Redpilled and thinks that game works when your 5’3, balding and not even out of high school yet. He told me that I used to be so happy and the internet corrupted my mind because game “trumps” all and one day I will “wake up” to his truth. I told him he’s just making claims so I just send him weekly Blackpill studies over SMS that I know that he refuses to read because he refuses to acknowledge that he and my mother had a part in why I’m so miserable. He said that anything I read on the internet is false and he told me when a girl says no she means yes. He told me that game will make a girl who is not attracted to you attracted regardless of looks and I shut him up with this question.
“If a gay man uses game on you even if your straight do you become attracted to him?”
