Fuck this is my 6th thread on quitting fucking weed but this is LEGIT, fucking LEGIT. I dropped some 'cid yesterday and tripped from 11PM to 10AM, then I decided to smoke weed to fall asleep, I always smoke weed to fall asleep and then fuck, big fucking paranoia settled in. It was WEED induced paranoia not 'acid, fuck it was legit come down at 10AM and I almost got a bad trip when I smoked it but weed slightl wore off after 30 mins so I could understand and deeply think and come to the realization that weed gives me fucking paranoia, yes I just noticed but I always ignored paranoia but everytime I smoke weed I had paranoia but I still kept fucking smoking it. Ok, there's paranoia and possible little bit of anxiety but there are also way more negatives to weed. Fuck, my money is going down the drain with weed, I would've had £6k or so instead of £1.4k due to the fucking weed consumption from 7 months of my wagecucking then I would fucking get a surgery or at least buy a better comp than I do now, just fucking anything but not weed. Weed also fucked up my reward syststem, I stopped postmaxxing, I stopped gymcelling, I stopped ewhoring, I stopped giving a fuck about others, I stopped giving a fuck about reading, and I forgot what it's like to be 100% sober with 0 thc in your fucking body.
You might think now, "What is this guy retard? Weed is not addictive". EVERYTHING can be mentally addictive, but let's talk about physical symptoms. Most people don't get physical withdrawals symptoms but subhumans like me do, I can't sleep, fucking insomnia for 3 days I fucking hate it, really fucking hate it, 3 days or so of negative thoughts wanting to kms and cry, then I get some night sweats and this craving feeling, fuck just fuck. Combine all that and I just can't fucking stop it, I am so pussy to hold out for 3 fucking days(that's how long withdrawal lasts for me), but hopefully I will fucking do it.
Today I didn't buy any weed so fuck it, I will cope even harder with normal activities like postmaxxing, discordmaxxing and chatting with people, actually feel the "chatting"(yesterday I did). I was coping with these activites prior to stopping but it's just that I wasn't active, I could fucking smoke weed and stare at my blank computer screen for 1 hour and still be happy and not bored.
You might think now, "What is this guy retard? Weed is not addictive". EVERYTHING can be mentally addictive, but let's talk about physical symptoms. Most people don't get physical withdrawals symptoms but subhumans like me do, I can't sleep, fucking insomnia for 3 days I fucking hate it, really fucking hate it, 3 days or so of negative thoughts wanting to kms and cry, then I get some night sweats and this craving feeling, fuck just fuck. Combine all that and I just can't fucking stop it, I am so pussy to hold out for 3 fucking days(that's how long withdrawal lasts for me), but hopefully I will fucking do it.
Today I didn't buy any weed so fuck it, I will cope even harder with normal activities like postmaxxing, discordmaxxing and chatting with people, actually feel the "chatting"(yesterday I did). I was coping with these activites prior to stopping but it's just that I wasn't active, I could fucking smoke weed and stare at my blank computer screen for 1 hour and still be happy and not bored.
