laughing stock

[flaK33]

Are you guys also laughing stock everywhere you go? I have tried many times to get with new groups of people, but everytime I end up as the laughing stock of everyone, just because im ugly low IQ retard.

I Just suck at everything, pretty natural normies laugh at me ig

fuck I just want to go to some isolated place in wildernes alone and life there, im pretty sure I would die within 1 week tho.

 

[tired as fuck]

Yes, then I cut off those "friends"

 

[flaK33]

Yes, then I cut off those "friends"

I have no friends, but im forced in to those groups all the time, back then school and now work.

 

[tired as fuck]

I have no friends, but im forced in to those groups all the time, back then school and now work.

Brutal... Those few times I attend uni lectures I get made fun of by normies, but luckily I have no compulsory attendance.

 

[flaK33]

Brutal... Those few times I attend uni lectures I get made fun of by normies, but luckily I have no compulsory attendance.

brotha, I got called dumb in front of everyone by some 60 year old foid teacher for 1 hour straight today.

 

[tired as fuck]

brotha, I got called dumb in front of everyone by some 60 year old foid teacher for 1 hour straight today.

I don't want this to turn into a mog war but... Once my HS teacher told me that I wouldn't go to heaven in front of everyone else.

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

I can no longer focus when I'm with normies and above SMV, but I need to be able to do that for now, so I can work and get paid. But what my body says is different... it says I need a full detox of everything... just everything. Work, family, certifications, even the internet to some extent. If I get the sleep apnea fixed, that might be my only window to do this.

I often have a hard time believing my life is real. It's not even just sad or depressing, it's disturbing too. I took a look at what exactly made me ugly and short... and some things were fixable if my parents had given a fuck. But since society does not have this context, it will blame me everytime. I won't even allow me to justify my existence without getting up in my face.

 

[flaK33]

I can no longer focus when I'm with normies and above SMV, but I need to be able to do that for now, so I can work and get paid. But what my body says is different... it says I need a full detox of everything... just everything. Work, family, certifications, even the internet to some extent. If I get the sleep apnea fixed, that might be my only window to do this.

I often have a hard time believing my life is real. It's not even just sad or depressing, it's disturbing too. I took a look at what exactly made me ugly and short... and some things were fixable if my parents had given a fuck. But since society does not have this context, it will blame me everytime. I won't even allow me to justify my existence without getting up in my face.

The urge to grap a small backpack and just start walking to somewhere far aways where im alone