It helps me feel better. When shit is going bad, what better way to cope than to smile, laugh, and dance around in faux-glee. It feels quite funny and it's kinda therapeutic. I like to make a complete mess of myself and get uglier and fatter when things are already going to shit. Why improve yourself when you're hardwired for inceldom? I just accept that life will always be shit and I celebrate this. I fucking hate myself and this world.
