Debut post
Your puberty timing will genuinely make or break your life if you're autistic or even somewhat socially inept. I hit puberty somewhat late compared to the rest of my peer, I was in around 14 when the rest of the guys in school started around 12. I was already a quiet kid with kind of niche interests, so when all of my classmates became low inhibition, high testosterone height-moggers in middle school, my social death sentence presented itself. I also went to a small private middle school where our class was like 40 people total, so reputations easily spread. At 14 all the guys in grade 8 mogged me to death, I was a 5'0", baby faced, framelet in a world of 5'9" low inhib assholes who used my socially underdeveloped brain as their personal fucktoy. They were all stronger, taller, more athletic, and more masculine than I was and they took full advantage of that. They actively treated me worse, talked to me in ways like I was a disposable piece of trash. They fucked with me constantly, and no matter how I reacted they always seemed to find it fucking hilarious. there was other guys that had hit puberty late in year 8, but they were neurotypical, and were never fucked with at all. One of them even asked if I liked getting fucked in the ass, absolutely dehumanizing me.
Grade 9 wasn't any better, still only a 5'2", socially inept framelet who could speak worth shit. Now there was all of these 6'0"+ frame-moggers and black low IQ hoodlums who did whatever the fuck they wanted. I was already seen by a few people as a loser (the ones who came from my grade school) and the black kids acted like they were my friend, just to do some shit that was disrespectful, but not enough to call it out. That whole year I had basically zero friends, and I've never socially recovered from those two years.
Now I'm 18, a senior, and still seen like an autistic faggot by lalmost everyone, I can barely hold a conversation, and never know how to react. People of course still take advantage of my retardation to get reactions out of me, but even when I ignore, they push on like the retarded fags they are.
Even if I was 5'6" and slightly older looking in middle school this would've never happened, if I grew earlier at least I would have been respected then, and it would carry over to now.
tldr; If you're autistic and don't hit puberty young, you're fucked
Your puberty timing will genuinely make or break your life if you're autistic or even somewhat socially inept. I hit puberty somewhat late compared to the rest of my peer, I was in around 14 when the rest of the guys in school started around 12. I was already a quiet kid with kind of niche interests, so when all of my classmates became low inhibition, high testosterone height-moggers in middle school, my social death sentence presented itself. I also went to a small private middle school where our class was like 40 people total, so reputations easily spread. At 14 all the guys in grade 8 mogged me to death, I was a 5'0", baby faced, framelet in a world of 5'9" low inhib assholes who used my socially underdeveloped brain as their personal fucktoy. They were all stronger, taller, more athletic, and more masculine than I was and they took full advantage of that. They actively treated me worse, talked to me in ways like I was a disposable piece of trash. They fucked with me constantly, and no matter how I reacted they always seemed to find it fucking hilarious. there was other guys that had hit puberty late in year 8, but they were neurotypical, and were never fucked with at all. One of them even asked if I liked getting fucked in the ass, absolutely dehumanizing me.
Grade 9 wasn't any better, still only a 5'2", socially inept framelet who could speak worth shit. Now there was all of these 6'0"+ frame-moggers and black low IQ hoodlums who did whatever the fuck they wanted. I was already seen by a few people as a loser (the ones who came from my grade school) and the black kids acted like they were my friend, just to do some shit that was disrespectful, but not enough to call it out. That whole year I had basically zero friends, and I've never socially recovered from those two years.
Now I'm 18, a senior, and still seen like an autistic faggot by lalmost everyone, I can barely hold a conversation, and never know how to react. People of course still take advantage of my retardation to get reactions out of me, but even when I ignore, they push on like the retarded fags they are.
Even if I was 5'6" and slightly older looking in middle school this would've never happened, if I grew earlier at least I would have been respected then, and it would carry over to now.
tldr; If you're autistic and don't hit puberty young, you're fucked
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