[LDAR] Last year my incel cousin died age 35

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He was a junkiecel for the last 10 years..living in a small room with his sick mother. He never had a girlfriend. When he was younger he looked ok...but his lifestyle caused him to have a very bloated face with a smallframed body.

He didnt have any friends and was just smoking cigarettes and weed all day long..for more than 10 years daily. He didnt exercise and his body actually started rotting when he was 32...they had to amputate his foot because it turned black with necrose..not enough bloodflow. He literally LDARed to death.

The last 3 months of his life he was in the hospital on constant morphine to battle all the pain in his body. Then one day he just dropped dead. His mother died a couple months later.

Ever since he is gone...I realize how futile everything is. Nobody cares that he is gone anymore...nobody ever cared. His father left him at young age and didnt even want to be at the funeral.

Because i know how dangerous an unhealthy lifestyle can be I started gymcelling to the max since his death and the thought of not becoming him keeps me going.

But still i miss him..we were like brothers during our younger years...but it can all be over in no time man. Miss you Jay..always in my heart :feelscry:
 

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Feels reading this, I have friends who smoke weed every day and have monster metabolisms so they just eat fast food 3x day, I tell them to watch it but they just dont listen
 

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That is a pretty sad story. The situation is still horrible but his pain is at least gone.
 

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Feels reading this, I have friends who smoke weed every day and have monster metabolisms so they just eat fast food 3x day, I tell them to watch it but they just dont listen
Yeah i always thought it was the smoking combined with not exercising..thats fatal.
Sorry to hear that, bro. He deserved better.
Thanks my man..yeah but life for incels rarely has a happy ending :feelsbadman:
the struggle is over for him. This isn't a good way to live.
Hmm thats what i told myself...whats life worth if you are in mental AND physical pain all the time :feelsrope:
Let us hope he is with our other incel brothers, in a better world.

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Yeah i hope hes looking down on us knowing there are fellow incels that know his pain :feelsbadman:
That is a pretty sad story. The situation is still horrible but his pain is at least gone.
Indeed...a life of only pain is not worth living :feelsrope:
 
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damn that's one depressing story

it kinda hit me hard because I gave up on my healthy life style
started smoking cigs last year at 26
stopped going to the gym
stopped watching my diet

fuck
 

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damn that's one depressing story

it kinda hit me hard because I gave up on my healthy life style
started smoking cigs last year at 26
stopped going to the gym
stopped watching my diet

fuck
It escalated all so quickly with him...before you know it your too far in a hole with no way to get out :feelsbadman:
 

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It escalated all so quickly with him...before you know it your too far in a hole with no way to get out :feelsbadman:
i am kinda scared now
i dont wanna be incel in pain with amputated foot

was he ethnic ?
 

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i am kinda scared now
i dont wanna be incel in pain with amputated foot

was he ethnic ?
Yeah..he had diabetes also..eating junkfood all day and just LDAR in general. Only smoke eat watch tv for over 10 years :feelsbadman:
 

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Yeah..he had diabetes also..eating junkfood all day and just LDAR in general. Only smoke eat watch tv for over 10 years :feelsbadman:
what the fuck man :feelscry::feelscry::feelscry::feelscry:
stories like this give me energy to sort my life out
i put out the cig I was smoking when I read your thread lmao
 

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what the fuck man :feelscry::feelscry::feelscry::feelscry:
stories like this give me energy to sort my life out
i put out the cig I was smoking when I read your thread lmao
Like i said..i accept that im incel and that life is shit..but because of him at least i tried to improve my health...you dont want to die slowly in the end..thats just like ur pouring salt on ur own wounds
 

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that is fucking up bro, i feel like this could be one of us or me next :feelscry::feelscry:
we gotta make changes
 

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damn. that one hurt. i have a loved in a similar situation. at least he coped with the weed, cigarettes, and heroin(?)
 

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:cryfeels: That's so sad bro. That reminds me of a story. I will tell you about it tomorrow. Let me know when you have the time.
 

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r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
 
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the world does not care and keeps on turning and we are all forgotten in almost no time. this story is brutal ded srs
 

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r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
r.i.p. incel. ive been to funerals and never cried and was criticized for it like l'etrange

i am a weirdo
calm down bro ure not main cahracter of a book

anyways rip Jay
 

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Thanks bro...It's a thread from a while ago. I think about Jay often.

You know DBZ right...the scene where Kami goes up into Piccolo and they become one haha. That's how I feel about him and me.

He introduced me into weed, and being free and into just doing what YOU want. Fuck the world. It's about you, not satisfying anyone else's needs. Funny thing is -and I explain this always to people irl when I talk about him- his father is the brother of my father and his mother is the sister of my mother. So in effect we were like brothers, only having grown up in separate houses. He loved football, knew almost every player in all competitions, and always played football manager on pc, ever since 1993/1994 edition.

He used to be a manager of an internet cafe and me and my Moroccan/Surinamese cousin would go there and we played hours of multiplayer Championship Manager until late in night :feelsokman: those are the good things I remember from him.

But what he also thought me by dying so early is that you should't be stubborn and not listen to your body when it is telling it is dying. He just SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE, the heavy dark tobacco you can roll yourself here:

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It was without filter, he roll himself so more tar and shit coming in his mouth and lips. His lips were totally blackend cracked infected it seemed at the end. He was scary to look at tbh. His hair was all fallen out, thin af, he was skinnyfat, his arms like little girl arms, but big belly. His face bloated like I said, like hamster cheeks. And he just looked paranoid constantly...trying to survive and going for that next high with tobacco or weed.

He had pacemaker at age 32, nigga couldn't even run anymore, heart at 20% or so functionality.

Watch out with that shit boyos, start gymcel and live healthy. Real LDAR is fucked up.
 

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This is probably my fate. I already cant stop eating. Rot in bed all day. My leg joints and lower back have been hurting for years
 

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I think maybe incelism wasn't his only issue but still sad. F and Rip.
 

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There's something beautifully fitting about an incel life ending like that.

Meanwhile I've been gymceling and martialartsceling for 14 years and keeping at around 10% body fat and just doing nothing with my body except preparing it for something that will never happen. I'm like a Cold War era nuclear missile in a silo, just sitting here wasting resources on maintenance while the rest of the world has moved on, oblivious to my existence. I wish I could just give up and rot but that would be a bigger decision than to just keep my routine and gracefully degrade toward the end of a pointless life.

Also with muscles I can eat more without getting fat so that's another nice cope.
 

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There's something beautifully fitting about an incel life ending like that.

Meanwhile I've been gymceling and martialartsceling for 14 years and keeping at around 10% body fat and just doing nothing with my body except preparing it for something that will never happen. I'm like a Cold War era nuclear missile in a silo, just sitting here wasting resources on maintenance while the rest of the world has moved on, oblivious to my existence. I wish I could just give up and rot but that would be a bigger decision than to just keep my routine and gracefully degrade toward the end of a pointless life.

Also with muscles I can eat more without getting fat so that's another nice cope.
Same here tbh. I gymcelledmaxxed since a while now and all I get is more resistance from outside world tbh. Before more ppl would ignore me..no i am bigger than notice me and try to put me down to confirm their social position over me. All this hard work for years just to get more normies noticing my born subhumanity JFL

Gymcelling is good as personal cope, but it wont get you anywhere in society. Maybe my cousin did right..just smoke his lifr away he didnt care one about normies...just drugsmaxx and die.
It's because if he walked outside, he will get falsely accused of criminal harassment by a Stacy.
He was pretty based when it came to foids tbh. He know they see him useless subhuman so he always scare them by looking too long at them or doing some other weird shit. I used to be annoy with him but I understand its his only way of getting back at these cunts. They probably gave him shit all his younger life.
I think maybe incelism wasn't his only issue but still sad. F and Rip.
Its a circle tbh. He started isolating himself when he realise he have no chance for ascension..he drop out school girls avoid him...weed was his only escape. Thats how he started and how it spiral out of control tbh.
 
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The female version of him got married to a 6/10 betabuxxx and started a family.
 

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thats some depressing shit. thats me in like 10 years
i wish i could get the energy to get the most out of this shitty life, but i know in the end i will still be alone no matter what so cant motivate myself.
 

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The female version of him got married to a 6/10 betabuxxx and started a family.
Having a cunt or a penis in current society means the difference between dying poor and alone in misery at young age or living a normal fulfilling life with kids and enough money.
 

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That was hard to read

Had he been an attractive female, people would have been pouring their hearts out all over the internet.

Sorry for your loss bro
 

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Thank you
Had he been an attractive female, people would have been pouring their hearts out all over the internet.
Indeed. Instead, after his passing and the funeral nobody ever even mention him, it's like he was a ghost all this time. There is nothing anymore.

This is the faith of most incels. There is just nobody in this world that cares or ever cared about us.
 

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RIP our fallen brothers.sorry for your lost my brother..
RIP our fallen brothers.sorry for your lost my brother..
 

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My dad probably has cancer and it's spreading fast. It's been 3 weeks since he was told to get a pets scan, but they're dragging ass since he's on medicaid and hasn't even been able to schedual an appointment yet. I WILL kill these people if they let my father die. His liver has growths and his lungs are starting to fail.
 

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