- May 10, 2023
Last night I had a dream. In this dream, I was in high school. And I was talking to a short, nerdy, girl with glasses. She looked innocent and had a soothing voice. During our conversation, I talked to her about my loneliness, and bullying that I had to endure from normies. I told her that I going to inflict serious physical harm on one of my classmates for making fun of me. She told me told me to not do it, she said, that everything is going to be ok, it's not worth it. She then hugged me tightly with her skinny arms, when I was holding her in my arms, I felt love, it was love that I had never experienced before. I can feel her warmth, it was as if she lit up a fire inside my cold heart. Her soft and soothing voice and her touch made me feel at peace, and it also prevented me from violently assaulting my bully. Then I woke up, I forgot about the dream. Then later on during the day, I was on a bus, and that dream suddenly crossed my mind. It made me sad knowing that I will never have that experience, I will forever be alone. The world is not kind towards incels, we just have to weather the storm and accept our fate. Looksmaxing is a cope, and bluepill advice takes you nowhere, there is no escape from this hell.